i dunnoe if any1 still go to my blog.

but who cares. its my fault anyway.

im freakingly pissed of with this week.

most of d daes where physics. i couldnt possibly understand everyting in a day.

n i have to take d bloody quiz at d end the day.

lyke physics nut enuf. dey gimme a maths. wtfh.

i try to minimise vulgarities in my daily life. but den all of dem get on freaking nerves.

i cant take it.

gt dis idiotic ass in my class. he is so childish. dey whole class agree to it. n yet he got d freaking cheek to call me bloody childish.

fuck ur ass of lah u shit.

2nd week is over n already 3 couples emerge in my class. i cant believe it. wth.

den got dis bloody old man he gave me a C. stupid ahhh....

nvm i mz accept a c. i noe. wateva lah. im very affected by my class mates.

i dun want to be distracted bcoz of dem. i want to concentrate.

i want my As back. =(

'nowadys i feel lyke im depressed. i can anytyme cry. i dunnoe y. sumtymes i think its pms. but i dun think it is.

** Oh Allah. pls make me feel better. Pls make me strong to face d world.**

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im tired. mentally n physically exhausted.

i dunnoe im i can continue blogging.

it seems like i have no more tyme for myself.

but soo far...

im enjoying lyfe in school. it is fun.

very very fun.

alhamdulillah im doin ok wif my grades.

we have dis daily grading thingy. it grades on how u participate in grp discussion, class presentation and how u handle the qustions bombarded to you by the class and faci.

soo far only 2 grades r released out of 5 days.

n therefore.... i got 2 As!!! weee...

once again.. alhamdulillah.... i couldnt ask for more..

i think in my 1st week i cried twice in class. ofcoz NO ONE knew dat.

d 1st tyme was bcoz i was literally grilled alive. i was bombarded wif qns n i couldnt answer sum of it. i was greatly depressed after dat lesson.

d 2nd tyme was bcoz i stressed and freaked out. my grp wasnt even producing sumting and deadline was near. my grp consist of me and 2 chinese boys. wth. all d guys frm my class came to my grp. n dat made me cried. dey came to help us. i tot i was weak at dat tyme cz i couldnt take it. i even tot of telling d faci dat i needed a chng of grp as i felt that it may affect my grades. but i think i shld wait for d grading to be realesed, be with the grp again. n if i feel its not ryte den i'll ask for a change.

i think im gonna suck for sci class coz d sci tch BLOODY WELL SUX. she never sae a thing frm d moment she step in d class till she leave.

IM PANICKING.... i want to excel for sci. wth. im taking sci anyway. hw can i not excel.

i think im gonna start mugging. i noe its too early. but i takot!!!

i feel that my class has bonded very well. we even go for lunch as a class. i lyke my class.

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n soo dis is my new tyme table

17/4 (Mon) G101-1-W26L-A
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving I

18/4 (Tue) G103-2-W26L-A
Introduction to Communication Practice

19/4 (Wed) A111-8-W26L-A
Computing & Mathematical Methods I

20/4 (Thu) G105-3-W26L-A
Enterprise Skills I

21/4 (Fri) A101-4-W26L-A
Basic Sciences I

heee. i cant wait for fridae. its basic sci day. n i found out dat for d 1st few weeks is gonna be physics den chem den bio... heee cant wait for chem n bio part. hah. organic chemistry n cellular functions. hah. miss dos terms. =)

my sch werks lyke dis.

everyday there is a test to see whether u pay attention or not in class. dey call it quiz but i call it test. aint it obvious dey r testing us?

n den 50 % of d test n presentation/ participitation goes in overall grades n d other 50 % is for d real TEST after every 4 weeks of lessons.

hmmm.... we have to be really on d ball sey. hopefully i will adapt to study environment well n fast.

insya allah amin.

=) hah!!!!! tomorrow sch!!!! i look forward to it n yet i dun want it to sch so sooon.

hmm... most probably i have to pray at d staircase. so im still thinking wat to bring. telekong? hmmm.... sum daes my baju r juz short. cant help it lor. short or long i still have to pray.

shld i go n suggest dat dey have a prayer room for fellow muslims students?

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hayai...

i jzu found out dat i have to be in sch at 8 not 8.30.

stupid ahhh

dahlah i have problem thinking wat tyme i shld leave d house

den i tot of a tyme n consult my fren who takes d bus arnd dat tyme i relaize dat d bus is only d single deck one.

den kan she sae dat d bus will filled up to the door.

n kan i heard dat d other dae my fren had to stand from tamp library to wdlnds interchange. n her leg was wobbly d moment she started to walk for sch.

hayai

AM FREAKING OUT

i never had dis problem tau. im feeling d pressure bcoz i got scolded by d faci on d 2nd day n oso i never cum to sch juz in tyme for d lesson but before d lesson..

hayai. WTH

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haha...

i had to go to rp back to configure my lappy.

tot its gonna be a long lonely wait but it turned it to be damn fun.

pity my parents who had to wait for me n den dey left coz it took too long.

so as i waited to d/l stupid imp stuff. haha. i made sum frens.

haha. its damn funy how we became frens. we can tok to ea other for soo long but didnt noe ea others name.

ouh crap.

we ended up exchanging numbers, friendster n msn n blog too.

haha. cool bunch. beverly, nurul n sara.

we were supposed to finish d/l-ing it but den we didnt.

n soo my comp give prob sumore. dunne if i shld make d trip gain all d way to woodlands to install sumore stuff...

hmm shld i? am soo fickled.

im not d type who comes to sch w/o havin everything n i mean everything prepared!

damn it sia! i feel so terok not ready for sch.

ouh ya i have an announcment.

TO ALL MAARIFIANS, PLS GO BACK TO MAARIF TO COLLECT UR LEAVING CERT N ALSO A LETTER FRM MOE ASAP.

N I MISS LAH ALL OF U. *DIS IS D MOST IMP PART OF D ANNOUNCEMENT! haha*

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ok ok

im here to update bout d orientation thingy.

my class is situated at d 6th floor n dee n i decided nt to wait for d lift.

we took d staircase. thanks to dee.

at home i neva take d staircase ley. NEVER!

so wen i reached d class

i chose an empty table.

den came a chinese boy, den indian boy, den malay den chinese boys.

i was lyke wth! no girls sitting at my table. i nearly freak out ah.

but den later on we started to talk a lil bit. den alot! my grp was d noisiest bunch for d whole 1st dae.. sum ppl r even jealous of my group. thank Allah dat mine was sociable.

i find it weird dat i dun even noe their names n we started jokin around.

den day 2

i was late!

d faci scold me ah! damn it its only arnd 10 mins or less sey.

so i think i have to take an earlier bus. eee.. am struggling to get up early

i muz sae dat now im actually looking forward to sch. hah. dis sounds weird. but its true u noe.

am nt jokin. its FUN!!!

but d problem is sch starts arnd 8.30 am and ends at 5 pm latest. but lunch tyme is arnd 1.5 hrs so ok ah.

everyday gt class. eeee. terok

so im looking forward to sch nxt wk! =) meet dos jokers. haha. atleast todae i noe more names. =)

ouh ya btw. leandra is in my sch year 1. n she kawan wif aisyah saad. my gd fren. =)

muah to all. wen im free i'll update. i guess during luch tyme or sumting. heee.

**I MISSS ALLLLL OOOFFFFF UUUUUU. I LLLLLUUURRRVVVVEEEE YOOOOUUU OLD BUDDIES!MMMUUUUUAAAAHHHH**



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hmmm....

so yesterdae was d dae i had to buy all my stuff for sch

as i said i went wif my darling to orchard area searching for a suitable bag

and finally after bout 4 hrs i got it!!!

at lido, isetan. =)

im happy wif it!

so in d nyte bought d laptop thingy n taddaaa

im ready for sch!

but d prob is im not mentally prepared but i hope i can do it. =)

so i have orientation frm mondae to thursdae.

it starts frm 8.30 am sey!

wat d heck! its been a ln tyme since i got up very very early besides morning prayers

wateva lah!

ouh so todae

went to see taufik kat bedok reservoir

he performed me n mrs jones

tapikan...

taufik is getting darker n darker.

eeee. tapi takper. a fan will always be a fan no matter wat okey...

ok lah.. wish me luck for my orientation!

hope everything goes on well

aminn....

**hmmm wat to wear for 1st dae? hee**

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To: SHARIFFAH MUNIRA BTE SYED ZEIN

I am pleased to inform that a place has been reserved for you in the following programme at Republic Polytechnic:

Diploma in Pharmaceutical Sciences

u see that!!!! i am excepted!!! finally!!! im so damn excited!!!!!!!

cant wait to get my own notebook! =)

wah d fees ah confirm will cause a big hole on their pocket. a HUGE hole ah!

total payment for fees arnd $1,200 and they expect it to be paid by tomorrow morning sumore! hayai.

hah! watever it is finally u noe... d wait is over!!!! wuuuhhuuuu! i got into d course i want! wee! now i dun have to think about any of my other plans.

even kinha said dat yesterdae nyte i cld sleep w/o thinking wats my future gonna be.

so dis saturdae im gng shopping wif my dahling. nope. not my boyfren ah. =)

i'll end dis entry with a happy and exccited feeling! wuhhuu!

**to sis faizah! happy birthday! n yea i dun have a present for u. its all saved up for my new stuffies for sch**

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so 1st april came and it was d samra nyte

soo happy dat mamai cld join us...

n soo we met kat masjid sultan where all d ppl hang out there

i didnt noe dat masjid sultan area was a hot spot for maarifians on a saturda nyte...

but watever lah

so we got to d malay cultural village which was located in d arab street. its soo ironic...

u noe watchin an arab performance at a malay cultural place..

d place was packed with arabs.... we never fail to spot cute arab boys around n even arab girls...

n sooo i felt underdressed... i wore t shirt n jeans.... ppl there dress so formally lyke as though it was a formal gathering.

n den there is dis thing dat i realize...

arab girls my age do not use scarf... but as i was thinking sumting came into my mind... arab parents do not make it a must to put on a scarf.. so wat d heck...

anyways, spotting those who i lyke was never a difficult coz the were bz performing and my seat was on d 1st row....

mamai and i was enjoying ourselves... laughing all d way till we realize dat it was already 11 pm... haiz...

i was afraid dat mamai's mumm wld be angry.. but she didnt.. *thanks cik!*

i took sum viddeos n trying to upload it soon on my blog and frenster too... so look out for it yea.

mwuah!

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