dis week was hell for me
everyone had dis fucked up attitude
here the story goes

Mondae
i had to do d presentation slides all on my own
no one wanted to help out
everyone had dis attitde
pls lah
if u think u dun wanner contributed for todae
den jz dun come lah
argh

den come tuedae
again every1 had dis fucked up attitude again
no one felt lyke contributing
it was dis physics lesson n i noe nuts abt it
n den i had to do all d slides all by myself
i even had to attend a talk in between preparation for the presentation
i told my grp dat ive done 6 slides on it and dey were suppose to continue on it
wen i came back frm my talk, no one did anything!
shit sia! wad the freaking hell is ur problem???

on wednesdae
no one did anything AGAIN
i was so pressurised dat i broke down
argh
i din plan to break down
but i was so stressd up
now d guys looked down on me
dey think im weak
haiz

on thursdae
d grp was quite ok
luckily
but still i had dis shit guy in my grp
fuck ur ass off lah
n now my buddy
he dun want to speak to me
jz bcz i broke dwn
ouh
i dun wanner lose a fren
DAMN

on fridae
everything went on ok
i even had fun
we took lotsa pics

n now im freaking sick
i hate being sick

S.I.C.K!!!!!
argh

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i want to get over him.

but it aint dat easy

haiz

i hate it

ouh puhhhleeeasssseee

ppl keeep telling me its a damn infatuation

but its not.

gosh.

y wont u ppl believe me

i want to get over him

i want it sooo badlyyy

dat i dunnoe if i can do it

dis bloody well sux

wtfh

ppl in sch are changing. suddenly apologising. suddenly wanner be my fren. after all d freaking harsh werds dat arent simply forgiven by jz a simple word sorie.

but jz to let him noe

i'll try to slowly forgive him

no worries yar

but i aint giving in so easily

thanks for d apologies. d frenship relly dramatically changes

thanks for all d advice.

i'll try my best

n for d other him again...

i''ll try my best to forget u

it aint easy cz its nt jz an infatuation =(

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u all shld noe ny nw dat i had a cruch on muscle man.

my nick on msn says it all

aloha started off boring

but den wen muscle man appeared i was damn excited. clap n cheers n all.

ok lah his body building part was a bit... ehem... disgusting ahhh...

but den wen he came out to sing hero by enrique.

gosh. i was over the moon. omg he looks hot. damn hot.

den wen it ended, muscle man was walking arnd n den dis malay boy who sits behind who i dunnoe his name coz i never ask but he ask my name.

go n shout "sheikh! shariffah lyke u"

omg omg omg. damn it sia dat malay idiot boy.

everyone looked n he came to my area.

n den he sae who shariffah. omg

****imagine sia. i gt crush on him on tues n den on fri he came up to me****

i looked dwn all d way. n den dos who noe me go n sae cmon lah look at him.

ahaha. paisey sia. den i looked up...

omg he gimme his cute smile with dimples n offers handshake.

n it took me a few secs to actually shake his hand back.

n d crowd went awwwww.....

omg omg omg dis is so paisey. nw ppl in SAS noe. shit.

later met wif him again. he gimme his msn. haha. n den took pix wif him...

haha... d 1st pic didnt come out nice n he suggested dat we take another pix

omg i already paisey he ask me to take sumore. den i ask him agian? *lame me*

den went home i add him ah on msn. n den he IM me.

he remembered me! he said u muz be shariffah ryte. omg

haha. slept well last nyte jz because he wished me nyte nyte n sleep well

haha. winks all d way...

n im still not over my paisey moment.

** i end with overjoyed... overlove... by you... -stevie wonder's ovrjoyed lyrics-













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