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title: and so i skipped class today yes, i had my BTT. alhamdulillah, i passed!! ((:
and ofcourse, ghurlfriend had her TP same time same day, she passed too!!  her bro came and pick us up, i became ghurlfriend's first passenger (: her first time on the highway, hitting 90km/h. boy oh boy she was excited! so Marina was the designated stop for lunch. hee i cant wait for us to go out, like finaly, w a car =D woohooo!! whatever is it, i have faith in you okay! oh no, im feeling really sick now. pls dont tell me its food poisoning ): love! |
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title: fyp and more fyp my whole saturday was all about being at home. all cooped up in my room diligently (hah. as if) doing FYP report research. editting and adding info on the actual report here and there.
so far ive only covered 2 journals which miraculously had tonnes of great information. i think ive become obsessed with journal reports. i think i cant get enough on re-editting mine over and over again. im going crazy. im lifeless on this particular saturday. the 26th of April 2008. random thoughts: wow. i think we should forgo with our plan to open a book club cause i just cant wait to get my hands on that bisexual love book. HAHA. I CANT WAIT FOR 2MRW! movie marathon w the ghurls over at windy's place and dinner. yay! OMG SUDDEN NERVOUSNESS OVER THAT STUPID BTT!! when will i ever start reading it up like seriously. and utter sadness. excepting reality. that nightmare cmg to life. the fairytale dream that wld never happen. this is a sad saturday. |
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title: those are just dates and more dates |
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title: damn, im not over you.still. slept with much worry about my future last night. not being able to enter university in the course i want after that Aussie Uni talk. its kinda my worst nightmare and so i had about 13 hours of sleep straight (note the bold there).
woke up abit disoriented and told my dad, 'ba wat if i cant become a pharmacist? do u mind me being a baker?' he looked abit worried so i decided to laugh it off. haha. sorry dad! on the other hand, my sisters have faith in me on being a baker! they say u'll never know u might open a shop in future knowing my passion for it. hahaha. <3 you sisters!!! ouh well. life. & so i picked up yet another book. this time its a brit book titled, step on it, cupid! i know very well why i start picking up reading in the midst of my busy life now; a route of escapism from everything. btw, just some late overdue pics
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title: snoozing still it was funny to borrow the latop cause i actually had to go through a briefing on how to use this-really-old-and-dying laptop for about 15 mins or so. i wasnt really paying attention then suddenly this morning, BAM! it hanged! i panicked shit. okay so i called him and he said, oh just press the on button. LOL. who didnt know that dude?
so anw, majorly restarted and then came another problem, no internet connection. LOL. i feel like rofl-ing or galking (in his term) like seriously. one problem after another. i think ur laptop doesnt like me. maybe cause the ownder doesnt like me either. ouh ive yet to mention that i was listening to one of his playlist, which i tot had really my-kind-of-morning-songs and then this classmate sitting opposite me said, 'eh shanie you listen to all boybands songs ah?' HAHA omg. seriously paiseh. i quickly salvaged myself and said that this is not my laptop and HE LOVES SUCH SONGS NOT ME!! then he replied, its a HE?! HAHAHAHA too bad! i was just telling them how nice you were to even borrow me your laptop which im very thankful u know. thats the underlying message =D watever it is, that dream i had last night, i cant stop smiling. LOL now im sure you really want to know wat is abt isnt it? ((: |
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title: pretty random had the stupid module briefing talk just now. so week 9 would be submission of fyp report.
week check: 3rd week in now. report status: i have no idea. mayb about 1/5 complete? LOL ouh great news, adv diploma would be back during the sept & dec hols. hahahahaha on a random note; ♥ Fatimah says: hehe thanks babe! im doing okay i guess still trying to hang in there im still in school lib seh :) .its shanie. couldnt make you see it says: OMG OMG SERIOUS I MISS YOU AH HOPE THAT MAKES UR DAY =D hahaa ♥ Fatimah says: hehe that makes my day seh :) i miss you too pretty girl! hehehehehe .its shanie. couldnt make you see it says: hehe kecho kecho OKAY BACK TO WORK GHURL! *hits the butt* <3 time check for this convo: 8.49pm and shes still in school?! for that, anything to make ur day babe FYP IS EVIL! <3 |
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title: OMG NOT CHARGING! okkkkayy this is seriously irritating the shit out of me.
the charger hole of my laptop decided to fail one me, on the third week of school and fourth week spells tests!! oh wow so great isnt it. so now, here i am, at home with a borrowed school laptop which idknw how many gazillion people have used this laptop. it gets really boring u know in class. there isnt really any entertainment as i dont have my songs here and ofcourse a four minute video on youtube will take like an hour to load. oh wells. just not my luck. but alternatively, ive gone around to different classes to steal linus's headphones with shikin's ipod & raj's samsung mp4. LOL. thanks all for sharing with me that lil bit of ur entertainment. HAHA thankfully, the bestie is kind enough to let me borrow his laptop till i save up enough cash to pay for the servicing and all. THANKS DUDE! okay so im blabbering rubbish. i saved up like the last 40% of my laptop's battery to back up all songs and pictures. not forgetting shitty documents like my FYP lab results & report, presentations n all. blergh. OMG I MISS MY LAPTOP!! ALOT!! )): |
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title: it feels good now TGIF! I know its friday and everyones having their night out but its different this week. i've decided to have sometime for myself after much of an emotional week and guess what, i've kinda accepted it and really glad im moving on. im kinda suprised its this quick aye. thanks all (:
Oh wells, nothing feels better than snuggling up under that comforter of mine with that sunny yellow coloured story book (with cupcakes on it!! haha) titled 'He Loves Lucy but Lucy Loves Cakes' and listening to David Cook's Always Be My Baby performace here ((: on repeat To sum up the week, its been a really good time spent with the ghurls who never fail to make me laugh and not a good one with the bestie. who cares now, cz im feeling soo much better. its safe to say, shanie's back! did i mention that i was sick last night? like finally cz i knew its gonna come. but i still dragged myself to sch. hah. have a great weekend y'all! (: cz i know mine's gonna be good with a ghurls night out 2mrw <3 xoxoxox |
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title: big girls dont cry  for everything you have missed, you have gained something else. Thanks to you for that quote. You know who you are (:
lol. the pic doesnt have any relation to it. its the band melee. their candid happy/laughing shot makes my day <3 |
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title: those kodak moments |
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title: utter rubbish |
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title: its just tears n rain |
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title: hit delete |
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title: somewhere in between |
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title: this is seriously stupid seh! newbies are flooding the school. its irritating
they are like everywhere la. i leave house at 6.45 and yet im still late for school. btw school starts at 8.30am and great, new grading system is out and this is how it looks like. URGH  farking irritating la. i'd rather get a B without the 0.5 point down okay. bodoh. |
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title: afternoon rain is falling |
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title: GO MAARIF! the spirit is still there! right, i shall not blog on how shitty my first day of yr3sem1 was because staying in the east makes everything so much worst.
all i had in mind is how much i miss my friends. graduated or not. so i got my share of catching up with them in btwn breaks. anam is the sweetest(: that little gift which he came by personally to my lab lifted my day, etched a smile on my face. not forgetting the phone call from kental, listening to my rants about how shitty it was just now. thank you. and you had your revenge isnt it. posting those ugly peektures of mine on your blog after i mastermind your surprise bday bash? hahaha. is that how you appreciate my effort? hurhurhur. now you tell me the truth! you ass! LOL. you watch out dude! it aint over till i say it is cause the heat is on. hell yeah it is! love. |
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title: oh monday. dont come pls. it wont be soon before long that sunday will come to an end. no doubt about that.
as it is, im feeling super lethargic from baking and the bday party u know, its weird that they say it takes more muscles to frown than smile. because all im doing now is frowning. too many things tomorrw. and fuck, im not even done w fyp report. or maybe, i should say, i have not even started on it. something which she wants to see it on monday at 4pm. its not even inviting that i know my class would be a super competitive shit w those from the roll of honours would be in too. not only that, the stupid faci who gave me a C for one of the lessons would be teaching me for the next 16 weeks. damn you man. now, isnt that great? hell yeah. u know wat. just give me a break. i just ended adv. dip. now wat?! fyp and yet another competitive class? damn. i swear im praying to get sick soon because i cant take the pressure anymore. but ofcz, you can never pray to be sick, just the best of health. i leave it to you Allah, i trust that you have the bestest plan for me. ouh yar, needless to say, im looking forward to see everyone i miss on monday. and ghurlfren got into RP too. sweet~! and to add on to that, i suddenly feel that i miss you. alot. sheesh. urgh! so now tell me why i should smile again? //pardon me for my angst&frustration |
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title: *sings* i want to break free and so the plan to have a picnic+cycling w my ghurls was cancelled due to the ucertain weather ):
quick fix. called up friends, we plan to meet up for ice cream at Breeks(: a short walk to esplanade for a chat, and ZOMFG. BUMPED INTO TAUFIK *wriggle eyebrows!*
thanks to kentalku who had all the courage to go up to him and say hi, i got a beautiful picture w him! we walked away from him initially till kentalku asked if i really wanted a pic w him coz i was hyperventilating at the sight of hottiebaby. we ran back and hottie was still there seh! my lucky day ((: i loike! i pray for more times like this. i'll sleep smiling tonight. i love you. (: |
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title: cheers to self declared last day! |
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title: and there he goes |
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