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title: sweet lyfe
date: Tuesday, February 27, 2007
time:11:26 PM
life has never been this sweet. keeping good company with ghurlfrens from years of freindship feels great. there will never be noting to talk about with them around. we all have all topics in common... to cute tops all the way to cute boys. dont mind us our topic are very random. we know each other best (:

ghurls day out was filled with noting else but PUREST shopping and savouring yummylicious food not missing out... u guessed it ryte.. camwhoring. throws hearts to ghurlfriends. lovelovelove .

life is as sweet as the strawberry cheescake yoghurt ice cream with tuttri fruttie waffles.



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title: deepest confession finally
date:
time:1:27 AM



it felt no different when walking home from work at 5 am. infact the silence was beautiful. never had a great walk home in such a long tyme. after washing up and preparing to sleep i heard an alarm going on and i realised it was my brother's. how different it felt to be sleeping at such a wee hour when the siblings are preapring for work and me just coming back from work.

many things have gone through my mind. many happenings had passed and im starting to think that im maturing by the day which makes me think that im getting older. is maturing = getting older? well.. i hope not. i still want to treasure my young adult lyfe.

ive reached this stage of life where i am independent and i must keep my feet to the ground reminding myself not to forget about my dear parents which i feel that ive lost much distance. i miss them loads and i want to spend quality tyme with the both of u. im sorry i cancelled our date last saturday because i was greedy for money and worked OT. ouh i love you both and nothing can conquer that.

noting else means to me other than the both of you and ofcourse family dearest.

and soon i will be getting my pay which u can very much say i'll be a rich young girl waking down town with big grins on her face going on a shopping spree. NOT. im still thinking of what my priorities are. i dont want to be making the wrong choices in lyfe. well... call me a perfectionist.. i guess i am. the past have taught me well and i dont want to fall anytyme soon, infact not to fall anymore. daddy hit the nail perfectly on its head when he said that my biggest fear in lyfe was failing. i want to be and make everything for me perfect. u must be thinking 'whoa she is just getting her pay, why is she thinking so much abt it' gd question asked there. just that i have so many plans for my pretty life ahead and i think time is too short for me to acheive it. i want to acheive it all. everything i ever wished for, whether it is a need or a want.

not forgetting abt the life after death. i feel that im slowly losing it. i dont want to lose it. never. i love ALLAH. and i need to be strong fighting the devils all around me to get closer to the All Mighty. i pray hard not to neglect on you and i seek guidance to the straight path. Amin.

its been a long tyme since i wrote a quality post on my thoughts and feelings and im glad im starting to have the courage to do this once again. (:

cheers to all in lyfe. (:

love,
shaniealmunwar


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title: call me a workaholic
date: Sunday, February 25, 2007
time:3:11 PM
call me a workaholic
ryte...
i worked 14 hrs yesterday
i have noting to say about that
except that it is obvious im SUPER DUPER TIRED
i answered almost 350 calls
GAWD!! can u imagine me saying
'hi welcome to mcdelivery, shariffah speaking, contact number pls .. '
FOR FREAKING 350 TIMES!!!!

ok enuf about that
bloggging on it
just makes me tired even more

so today will be my first time working night shift
im working from 6pm to 4 am
yahp... u read it ryte...

now i bloody well understand the value of money
i will treasure $$$$ loads!

ouh one more thing..
work is making me think i have NO life!!
..........

love,
shaniealmunawar

p/s: i MISS listening to music n i HATE hearing orders and telephone numbers frm customers. :S


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title: curls.100
date: Friday, February 23, 2007
time:12:31 AM
IM FEELING HIGH

coz coz coz i just came back from an arab wedding
arab men galore as usual
drop dead gorgeousness
now this is wat i call curls.100

teeeheee :D

next wedding cmg up in june
shanie will be there
insya allah in a better shape!
prays hard!
:x


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title: omg teddy is super swweettt
date: Thursday, February 22, 2007
time:1:08 PM



yesterday at work i was reading this teenvogue magz
OMG OMG
teddy geiger is super sweet la

there was this meet ur fan kinda thing
n d fan was sick lyke throwing up n all
wen she met him after flying all the way to new york
she ofcz dun want to lose the opportunity to not meet him
he advised her to go home and rest
and so she did
woke up the next morning
tedddy sent over 12 RED ROSES & A GET WELL CARD

ZOMFG ZOMFG
THAT WAS UBER SWEET LA
WOOOOOOOOOOO


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title: happy 1st!
date: Tuesday, February 20, 2007
time:5:42 PM



HAPPY 1st www.shaniealmunawar.blogspot.com!!!!

been there for me through good and bad tymes yar!
hope to have more years ahead with you
<3


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title: i miss you baby
date: Saturday, February 17, 2007
time:12:33 PM


im missing u ALOT!


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title: therapeutic?
date:
time:12:43 AM
listening to the boyband blue
at 12.45 am
is therapeutic i must say

(:

loooveessss


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title: who says working is easy
date: Friday, February 16, 2007
time:3:55 PM
right
i have experienced
first hand taking calls
from nice to grumpy customers
and i must say it is not an easy job
trust me
patience is the key
and im learning it well

it gets a little mundane when no calls come in
i know i must appreciate the silence whenever i get it
ive learnt this well ---> 'silence is golden'
also time flies by fast wen ur resting but never wen ur at work
:p

my training as an operator ended w a BANG!
because i was paired with a hottie
:D big grins and cheers to that!

next up
i'll be all alone
handling calls
taking orders
prays hard for everything to go on well
(:

loves to all


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title: 1st day of work in
date: Wednesday, February 14, 2007
time:10:32 PM
1st day of work in
isnt that bad after all
ofcz there were moments wen i felt really sleepy
n den i got BLOODY nervous wen it was my turn taking the orders
hahhaa

well noting mucha too update though
just dat im not too comfortable with the working environment
but its ok
i must master my speaking skills and prays hard not to stumble anywhere
or even give wrong orders
:s

but it was mucha better
wen bevvy love called
(:
i nearly gt suspended
haha
also
gt a msg frm shazzie dear
telling me shes listening to my current fave song - it ends tonight
and she misses me
awww hugs to lurves!

wish me luck kaes!
<3


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title: off to work!
date:
time:1:06 AM


as off tomorrow
i will start working
as a McDelivery oprator
(:
im glad it pays well

and...
finally! im working!
CHEERS to that! (:



also,
Happy Vee Day to all Couples!
eventhough Muslims dont celebrate this
<3 loves to all <3
the heart picture, credits to me ofcz (:
created by yours truely

it is so sad for it to end this way for us
but im glad we talked it out
before feelings gt too deep
hearts u loads (:



love,
shaniealmunawar


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title: tears.tears.tears
date: Tuesday, February 13, 2007
time:2:00 PM
yesterday was an utterly emotional day
i cried for a good 1 hr or so
haha
emotional u wld have thought
but well
nothing can ever describe my love for them all

after all the crying
went over to vivo to celebrate ckris's birthday
all the hard work of planning
coz it was a surprise
and theres this BFH who spoilt it all
ok WATEVER BFH!
the main thing is we enjoyed each other company's right?

so im gonna say all my thanks who made my year 1 semester 2 mucha more meaningful

GHURLFRIEDS, bevvy n shazzie dear
W24C
mr charming guy
dinie and ckris
sarah and nurul (IT helpdesk ghurlfrens)
ex w34c
not forgetting W26L (:
and whoever that came in between
pink sexay babes too ( i wont ferget u ghurls fer sure)

<3

thank you all (:
____________________________________________

on another note
ive completed my YEAR 1
WUHHUUUUHHUUUUU
*jumps of joy! throws confetti all over*
CHEERS FOR ME
*thunderous applause*
i made it through!!!!

___________________________________________

love.love.love.love.love.love.love.love.
celebration.celebration.celebration.celebration.
___________________________________________

WAIT
NOT SO SOON I GUESS
work comes in between cz i want more cash pretty baybeh


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title: why do good things have to come and end
date: Monday, February 12, 2007
time:12:04 AM
):

in a few hours
i will step into the school
for the last time
as a freshman

i will step into the class
for the last tyme
seeing my ghurlfrens early in the morning
seeing everyone wherever they are

im feeling so sad
very very sad

)':


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title: fantabulous roadtrip (:
date: Sunday, February 11, 2007
time:10:36 PM
OMG THE ROADTRIP WAS THE BEST :D




ferstly, it was my ferst trip out w/o an adult to across the border
and i was this bunch of more or less my age
the pink sexay babes were reminding me of my safety
thanks!
bought noting much though
there were loads of talking involved

and.. haha...
i blurted it out to him
'' well... ofcourse you're an idiot ryte '' with no smiles, no laughing, noting.. in just a straight tone
hahaha he bloody deserved it
and he didnt object to it, which was good
(:
and how awkward funny it was getting lost
with him to find a prayer room
LOLNESS
and i felt terribly scared walking along the road
and my chinese fren said '' shanie can hold his hand (insert the name of a muslim friend) if shes scared ''
WTH! i was lol-ing my way home

we also made a promise
to come again before sch reopen
to get MORE STUFF
sneakers, tops, heels, bag and more!
COOL! (: im lovin it!
we should do this more often


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title: give me space for some air
date:
time:10:16 PM

i know ive been emo these past few days
but everything seems to be turning out well for me
as said, only time will tell
and i guess the goodie mood was on my side
cheers fer me!

its been a struggle of emotions
BUT
the old me is back
which is ofcz a good thing
no more the emo-shanie
:D
all thanks to the roadtrip w my w24c peeps to johore (:


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title: i feel sick NOT!
date:
time:9:39 PM
thursday nyte came
and i felt soo lethargic
after work n all
i slept as i was chatting
i typed crap as usual
ppl nudging me
and i didnt wake up

early fridae morning
sis woke me up for sch
i told her to give me a few mins
another sis came to wake me up
i cldnt wake up AT ALL

i was contemplating of skipping school
but gawd! so many promises have been made
lyke i told the ghurls in my class to wear pink
n ive promised my fren dat i wld hang out w her
and another fren who is coming over to my school
so i made my decision n slept back
hahaha
u wld have guessed
i skipped class
BUT
i came down to school
*bad decision u wld have tot... all the way frm east to west.. i must be crazy right?!*

arrived in school at about 12 pm
andd there was MR & MS RP going on
and went straight there
HAHAHA
(:
HOT STUFF!!! *sizzling hot!!*
i was going crazy watching dem...

and at that point of tyme i told myself ''YES.. shanie! uve made the right decision''
HAHA
(:

thanks W24c ghurls, for wearing pink on friday
mucha appreciated

<3


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title: monday blues
date: Monday, February 05, 2007
time:7:02 PM

as i predicted

i knew i clndt stand the sight of him

all i wanted to do was cry

him at the corner of my eye

was sucha distraction

thank God i cld pull myself together

and do the test, well i hope


he acted as if nothing happened

talked to me and i jz said '' uh .. ''

its ok, im not blaming him at all

cz it was me who told him im fine with it

which is soo NOT


breakfast with those peeps brighten up my day

with the hugs i got, i felt mucha better

and i am thankful for that


but the monday blues was about to change

skipping class and meeting My-Sara dear was the best idea

went over to her crib

watched a movie, party to the music(haha), playing arnd with a gorgeous baby

and everything ghurls would ever do

lurves yar!

n YES i can multi task (:


ouh and ive learnt my lesson

never fall in love with a guy in your class or even start a rltnshp

cz it sucks wen things go wrong in btwn

it hurts, BAD!

and indecisive faggots

pls stop flirting and leading ghirls on





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title: aint cool if u dun have this
date: Sunday, February 04, 2007
time:10:22 PM
haha
try having this

u aint dat cool
if u dun have this

boohoo
:p


http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/48038191/

u wont regret clicking
if u love me
trust me!
enjoy (:

*im still surving the heartache. i wish i can i fly away frm here*


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title: fuck la everything is so fucked up
date: Saturday, February 03, 2007
time:8:51 PM
F*** LAH!

im having all this feeling
im not even crying
i wonder


bye
more hugs for me pls

why is everything only momentary?


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title: senseless post
date:
time:1:40 PM
i just realised that
the 2nd most recent post
doesnt make sense at all
but heck
who cares anyway

it just shows that i go bonkers
wen im hyper
:D
hahahahaa

also
the last post was soo much of a randomness
out of boredem
cz the relief faci suck so bad
i wanted to walk away from the class so bad
but my fren said since i smoked talked alot during the meetings
i should just continue w the day

felt much better
after the sms
and the movie at cswy pnt
and the sheesha trip at arab street
and supper at mr teh tarik a walk away from my house
and slept at 3 am

*hearts to all those involved in the listed events above. haha.crap.i know. :p*

aint dat just FUN?

woke up w a bad headache
had trouble writing the journal at the elevent hour

URGH
my comp is infected BADLY w the effing virus
which forcing me back to the IT Helpdesk on monday
reformatting this shit!
i no more have to see the cute guy there :p
cz i think already have mine filled w charm
and
i have to ask the installation driver cd frm mr-buffed-body
cz i lost mine
on purpose accidental fer sure!
(:


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title: rollercoster of emotions
date: Friday, February 02, 2007
time:2:05 PM
hahaha
yester dae i was so happy
last nyte i was sad
due to my actions
but its ok
im facing the truth

was looking forward to todae
with a tinch of nervousness
put on my best self
instead i was greeted with an empty seat

but its ok
made a trip to the toilet
i saw how pale n sad my facial expression was
i need a big fat huge HUGS!
thanks to those who have given me
im still feeling down for oh-dont-knw-wat-reason

BYE


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title: 1st feb! dats it!
date: Thursday, February 01, 2007
time:1:36 PM
gigglesgiglesgigglesgiglesgigglesgiglesgigglesgiglesgiggles

THATS IT
ITS OVER
AFTER SLEEPLESS NYTES
OF DECIDING
LURVE FRENS WHO STOOD BY ME
HEAR MY HEART OUT
(:

now is seriously a new beggining
after a bold step
lyfe is totally different from now on
and i lurvelurvelurvelurvelurve
everything now
you also.
hahhahahhaha

ok so hyper
till i have a bad headache
back to work munie back to work!

tatttaassss!
to everyone out there, listen to your heart ok (:


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