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title: SHANIE'S SPA! since i have soo much time on my hand these days, im trying to make zee best out of it. i have officially started my own spa treatment. i know how much natural ingredients at home can help bring out the best in your skin.
see, as all of you know i wear make up. so what happens at night is that, after washing it off, i see myself having very dull skin and i read how to salvage the situation. my dad says even his stewardess friends face this. To acheive a glowy radiant skin. blend tomatoes and honey together. apply it on the face every night for 20 minutes. keep refrigerated. i have seen some improvements after trying this for two nights. and eye bags, yes im sure all of you notice i have dark circles and eye bags. unfortunately, mine is in the genes. ive been having it since young and almost everyone in my family have it. what makes me so insecure abt this is that everytime ive been approached at the beauty counter, thats the main 'attraction'. Reduce dark circles and eye bags it's all in the cucumber! chilled cucumbers. it works, trust me on this. i must never forget pimples. that zit you have right before that special outing or infact for school. it's disgusting. now, you can even prevent this! who would have thought cinnamon has so much antiseptic in them! the real deal was that i was clearing my room and found the bottles of cinnamon untouched since FYP days. this time i didnt research about it's antioxidant properties anymore but it's how much you can do for your face. Cinnamon for pimples! Three tablespoons of Honey and one teaspoon of cinnamon powder paste. Apply this paste on the pimples before sleeping and wash it next morning with warm water. If done daily for two weeks, it removes pimples from the root. i havent tried this, but i know it would work! i'll share more about body and facial scrubs soon. in this world, there's no ugly people, just lazy ones. happy trying! love. |
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title: leave just now was another send off. it was kaira's turn, heading off to NZ. eventho im not really close to her i cld feel the sadness. she cried when i was hugging her.
my dearest kaira, idknw if you still read my blog but just to let you know that i pray for your safety there and dont be too sad alright? a new life is waiting for you. bring on your bestest mood for a rollercoaster journey! in any euphoric or depressed emotions, you know you will always have your friends in spore to count on. take care while you're there. love and miss you! damn. why do everyone need to leave? its really getting to me that my bestfriends are leaving. sasha already left for UQ. weihow leaving by this week to visit sasha in brisbane hisyam goes for outward bound training in brunie great. so great. hisyam's the worst. no contact or any handphone of that sorts. i know its childish to say this but, is this what you call bestfriends? leaving me alone? ): im gonna miss all of you. |
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title: love at weird places |
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title: guitar! hello!
blogging over at yasmin's place. according to her we are having a jamming session. LOL. i tried playing kiss me and i dont think i have a flair in music. i cant picture the song in my head thus it doesnt sound like music at all. nevermind, im determined to make sure that by saturday i could play the songs we learnt on the last lesson and kiss me. now we are heading down to pastamania for lunch and more shopping! on a happier note, my application for relief teaching has been approved. soon moolah soon. okay bye. love. |
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title: im not a thankful person saturday drama.
morning first guitar lesson. it was super fun and im really excited about gng to the next lesson. things were so much fun w yasmin around though we had to sit away from each other. i really regretted that i painted my nails. it was bright pink with plenty of glitters. it was eye catching and she could see me not pressing on the right chords. heh. im a slow learner, nothing new. soap bubbles blowing session with bestfriend farewell lunch with heart attack card games put on an act on having a boyfriend jade's birthday party (pretending boyfriend came too, like social escort. HAHA.) supposedly river cruise but ended up walking around clarke quay. pictures soon, when i feel like it. i dont have enough time to cry love. |
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title: swimming |
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title: no more money my sisters has decided to stop giving me money cause im not schooling anymore and im working my finances well actually.
yesterday i bought a floral white dress. today i bought a gold buckle belt. i still have to pay for NUS and NTU application yay! i want to go for a long break out of town. prolly, i'll used all the GST money im gonna receive soon. |
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title: five a m |
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title: friday the 13th im having a sore neck on the left side and its irritating the shit out of me. it didnt work with yoko-yoko or salonpas.
im full of complaints. must be PMS. i just cant wait for tomorrow when i'll be out of Singapore for one night. i want to be out of this country for a good long term yo! love. |
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title: urgh frustration over frustration.
i just realise that i am an emotional eater, really. it disgusts me. but i cant help but search for food in the kitchen. find something to feed and comfort my emotions. ah, i need to blade 2mrw morning. ADVERTISEMENT anyone interested in very pretty second hand clothes sold at very cheap prices? visit: http://superwardrobe.wordpress.com/ for more information. thank you! |
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title: AHHHH sasha came online and we got to talk for awhile
suprisingly, i got really happy and emotional to talk to her. haha. cant wait when we cld start webcaming! oh, i got this really sweet msg from marni. 'dear god, the lady reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, i love her. help her live her life to the fullest. please promote her and cause her to excel above expectations. help her shine in darketst places where it is impossible to love. protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you the most and let her know she walks with you. she will be safe. LOVE YOU.' im meeting ang, alicia, fatimah and naz in school tomorrow. (: love. |
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title: fatty tuesday i am so turning fat with sitting at home. my moma feeds me well! good food from breakfast to dinner. have been wanting to go for some jogging but have been caught up with some stuff (haha you got me there, yeah right!)
i felt pretty fulfilled today as i planned to bake chocolate souffle and visit my grandaunty and aunty. ah, some charity work. it's okay cause i pocket in 50 bucks too. my aunty from indonesia invited me to stay over her place there. AHH. im flattered, she said, im not shocked if i bagged in an arab boyfriend too. i wish i really have a hell lot of money in my bank, panties, bra everywhere! aunt in penang also invited me to stay over there. cool shit yo! i like all this kind of trips. so anyway, i was distracted for awhile. got an email from SASHA TAN JIA YIN. the best part of the letter, i decided to ctrl+C and ctrl+V over here (yeah i miss doing it for my presentation slides) 'WAH, the ang mohs here. *_*. IS MY GOODNESSSSSSSSSS. HAHAHAHA. When I look out of the window I see Ang mohs, walk out see ang mohs, eat see ang mohs, laugh see ang mohs. Everywhere is all ang mohs. SO EGGCITED! But after the 2nd day, it's haihao alrd (as in, its alright, nothing fanciful).' shes doing well. so cute ah she. i miss her. okay pictures from my baking! name: chocolate souffle the ingredients and instructions were like shit, taste also like shit. had to modify alot here and there. first batch turned out really bad, but the second was pretty good (:     love. |
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title: what's next |
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title: been there before? so i pictured myself to be emotional still today after sasha's flight to brisbane and i decided to turn to another shoulder who by status, i'd picture you by my side comforting me in my tearing moments of i miss sasha. unfortunately, i felt like i was slapped with ' i know your situation, i dont really care and i really wonder what am i gonna do when im in ur position, i wonder if i'd cry like you' it wasnt said to me literally but thats the impression i got of your reply, at least thats how i felt.
i just noticed recently that everytime i expressed my sadness, i always get a reply of your apparently same situation of sadness. so, i be nice and be there for you. at the end of conversation, i realised that my sadness wasnt consolled but i was rather consumed by your sadness. how sweet. i think i got used to not being consolled anymore or resorted to 'forget it, i wont express my feelings anymore cause i know what fucking reply i'd get from you' been there before? okay goodnight. |
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title: im happy for you sasha i just came back from sending sasha off. it was emotional.
im so proud of you baby that this is it, the moment you've been worried about so far and now you're gng first. im really gonna miss you. the outings we have every weekend, the talks we have everynight, going home and going to school together, the megazines we exchange every month, the books we love to talk about, fretting over tests, things we do together. that bestfiend/girlfriend i have through out my last year in RP. i know you're gonna start having fun soon please take care i love you. the send off part at the airport really made me rethink if i really want to go off studying overseas. idknw if i can bare leaving my family and friends. thanks fatimah for being there for me and telling me you're gonna keep me company if i miss sasha. i love you really. i hope we cld study together soon. weihow, please dont be sad. these few days wont be easy but we'll be there for each other okay. i know i cant replace sasha's postion but i will be there for you. together, we will be strong. i love you. thanks naz and valerie for keeping me company at the airport and hisyam through sms. alicia, together we'll get a job soon. you can always come to me if you miss sasha, or ask which dress is nice haha in fact, anything! most importantly, you and jade must keep in contact kkaes. love you. sasha, im missing you already. too much tears now. goodnight. |
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title: i believe in miracle! i think i have zee best IT administrator brother on mother earth! he has miracoulously unformatted and recovered my D drive :D i wont complain that some file were renamed to 1234 or the fact that all of it is not in a folder but a mammoth junk filled with 7000 pictures and how many more thousand of songs. im just so glad that everythings there, i'll take one step at a time to put them into a folder back.
anyway, today we are having our mini graduation outdoor photoshoot with the graduation robes that i got to borrow from some graduated friends (thanks khai!). im egxicted! hee. i was thinking to myself, why am i doing all this? and naz said, 'sasha is lucky to have all of us.' we are bringing the graduation to her since she'd be in Aussie already starting her degree. sasha, i really hope you're gonna enjoy today and the days we've been out together. we are all doing this for you. 2 more days till you're gonna fly off and im sure gonna miss you a hell lot. lots of love. |
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title: how now okay. omg. i went to reformatt my laptop just now and i was certain that reformatting only changes the c drive and i saved every single shit to d drive. and i mean it. every single shit without using my external hard disk.
my photos. my fucking alot of photos. 2008 and 2009 my music my year 3 subject notes my resume my acceptance letter from la trobe okay. erm. im suppose to start afresh now right? okay omg. i want all my photos back! please kind souls. please send me folder of photos that you have of me OMG I JUST REALISE MY BDAY PARTY PHOTOS. HOW! i want all my photos i want. i want. i want. i cant think now. im so dumb. i want to cry ): |
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title: mmm.. what's baking in the oven? |
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title: good old times bumped into teacher yati this evening and im glad she still remembers me. she shouted my name in suntec city! haha. so cute. i shouted back in excitement, TEACHER! haha thinking that she taught me when i was 14/15 years old, saw me graduated from maarif and then she asked how old am i now. haha. 'cher im 21 this year'.
Had a good catch up with her and i told her i'll visit her soon. anyone want to join me? she's so happy that she even said ask me out for shopping also can. haha. oh man i miss those school days where you have a super close relationship with the teachers, they are like sisters/mothers to me. my source of inspiration(: love. |
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