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title: sneakers and love
date: Sunday, October 29, 2006
time:11:47 PM
i wish ur sneakers and mine
can make out this heart shape
which represents love
but sadly you dun put on any sneakers
but then again
i dun quite mind
as long as you love me
i guess i'll be ok
=)
*hearts*


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title: Having a crush??
date:
time:1:25 AM
HAVING A CRUSH?

or have you ever had a crush
im sure you do
so im dedicating this post
to those who are having a crush
on whoever 'HOT' guy ur eyeing on
well 'HOT' in inverted commas
meaning it is subjective
=)

just wanner share with you readers
what i read from this pretty
PINK book i have in hand

so i quote from the book,

THE SCENARIO

what to do when YOUR crush approaches?

THE TIPS =)

TIP 1: Perhaps try a relaxed smile next time he walks past, rather than your well-practised stare at he floor manouvre which says 'cool and aloof' to you, but 'obsession with the carpet' to him.

**LOL at the obsession part! cmon i noe we all do dis. stop shaking your head. ADMIT IT. HEH**

TIP 2: Be approachable. Be friendly and be open to any advances

** trust me. ive done tip one but forget the tip 2, open to any advances. LOL! ok so i was smiling n all at him and he said hi to me. I WAS LYKE OMG OMG!! in my heart n all... but sadly i reacted in a very stoopid manner and the guy tot i was a freak. it was true ok! SIGH!**

HAHA. OK ENUF! stop laughing at me.
u see... im trying to be nice here
learn from my mistake
HAHAHAHAHA
some sort of adviser shit
ur reading on
well... cmon
its better to learn frm me
rather than ur crush thinking
ur sum kind of freak
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats the last thing u want in mind

just so to let u know

from another part of the book


FLIRTING DOESNT COME WITH A RULEBOOK!
so find a way of letting him know you are interested
=)

ok im done for now
good luck peeps!
REMEMBER SMILE
AND BE PREPARED
OK?!

cherrios,
Ms Shanie
the 'crush on boys' doc
self proclaim
dont sue me if theres any bad outcome
but do tagg if ur crush say HI to u
deal? OK!

mwwwuuuaahhhhhhh



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title: i miss you in your underpants
date: Saturday, October 28, 2006
time:2:40 PM
i was watching kids central
and they had to meet this swimming instructor
suddenly i remembered my swimming instructor
and would like to shout this out loud

MR AUGUSTINE I MISS SEEING YOU IN YOUR SWIMMING TRUNKS
shouting at me to swim faster!!
=D

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH


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title: to change or not to change
date: Friday, October 27, 2006
time:6:46 PM
TO CHANGE OR NOT TO CHANGE?

course transfer application is open
and im thinking of changing courses

im not sure if i want to stick with pharmacy
or to take up biomed
im in a dillema
LOL

i asked daddy for some advice
he told me to do a special prayer
solat istiharah
yes! i think thats the way to decide
Allah will lead me to the right path
Insya Allah

i met up with the faci
who gave me a C
when talking to her
i fumbled over my words
and my voice was shakey
i take my grades seriously la
for goodness sake!
she says she wasnt aware of
the class politics happening
OMG
urgh!

todae wen i was presenting
i seriously forgot wat i was saying
and stopped abruptly
OMG
i almost wanted to ran off the class
thanks to other team members who covered up for me
finally when i remembered wat i wanted to point out
she said that i actually created a mess in the discussion with my point
OMG
she pointed out during my presentation
do u know how bad i felt
lyke seriously?!
wth is her problem
n den i felt SOOO BADDD
i apologised to the whole group umpteen times
and ofcourse to the faci
and she said
DONT WORRY, U DID WELL
how the hell shld i not worry
after u freakingly pointed out
the biggest flaw
in the team's presentation
URGH

you know...
after i got the freaking C grade
i think i lost my confidence when presenting
and everytyme i make an effort to contribute
i feel that it is not enough
i am afraid that history would repeat itself
and i tend to be very insecure
unsure of my points
=(


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title: sch freaking shit
date: Thursday, October 26, 2006
time:7:59 PM
i almost cried again
just now
when i was thinking of my grade
OMG
i cannot believe it la
a freaking C
URGH
i made an appoinment with the faci jz nw
so im meeting her 2mrw

now im thinking
what do i say to her
i dont want to get emotional
eventhough shirls taught me wat to sae last nyte
but im still thinking
i wish i could just say it right in her face
I DONT UNDERSTAND HW U GRADE
ppl who dun understand, little work done, lesser participation = B grade
i participated, understood, do everything = C grade

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF WTF
URGH

btw, shaz n alasse had a wonderful lunch jz now
=)
LOL
u shld noe y la
guy watching
HAHAHAHHAAHAHA

mmmwwwuuuuuaaahhhhh


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title: hating sch
date: Wednesday, October 25, 2006
time:8:28 PM
im starting to hate school
BADLY
i cant stand the unfairness
in freaking grading

i was trying my best for this particular class
for an A
and i end up with a C
WTF WTF WTF WTF
='(

i swear i was the only one in my team
who understood every single thing
EFF LAH

i'll blog on the happy momentS wen
i recover frm this UNFAIRNESS

**you being there for me when i needed that someone was the best thing that could ever happen. thank you =)**


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title: love street
date: Tuesday, October 24, 2006
time:1:20 AM

Mr charming guy
the step you took amazed me
I was just talking about it a few days ago
And I didn’t expect to see the sudden change
But whatever it is, it mucha better now
Im loving it to be exact

The kindness you show
Makes me wonder
Is there sucha person in this sophisticated world?
So I take it as you’re a rare gem
Which I have to and will treasure

My friends tell me you and I
Look good together
I only laugh when they said that
But the thought still lingers
Would it be even possible for a
You n I to happen
I doubt so
I doubt myself
That’s for sure

But what happens in the future
Im glad I have you as my friend
And thanks for showering the care and concern
Life never been this fun

Mr charming guy
I wonder once again
Will you ever be,
My charming guy?


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title: hari raya wish
date: Monday, October 23, 2006
time:11:49 PM
WISHING ALL MUSLIM FRIENDS OUT THERE
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
AIDILFITRI
- maaf zahir & batin -
much love,
shanie
xoxooxoxoxoxoxooxxoxoxo
to non - muslims, enjoy your much needed hols in this 11 wks of sch


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title: new skin finally
date: Sunday, October 22, 2006
time:10:25 PM
heyyoss

been wanting to change to a new skin
and finally
sumting my type
a lil too simple though
=)

YESH AH!!!
i got my heels
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
trying sumting new this year
im going for an open concept
well u'll seee
but i still think
boots are nicer
nyeehhh

im done with my eid shopping
amazingly
all done in lyke
2 hrs
got my heels, my make up, my bed sheet

SADLY!!!
my room have yet to be clean
ok ok fine!
you got me
i didnt even touch an inch of my bedroom
well i attempt too
isnt dat a good sign?
HEH

:: list fer 2mrw ::

iron bedsheet
clean my room
recite TAKBIR!!! =)

cheerios,
shanie love


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title: sexy back of w24c
date: Saturday, October 21, 2006
time:11:26 PM

peeps from my new class
=)


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title: trip to spore biannale 06
date:
time:6:34 AM
MORNING PPL!! *yawns*




its 6.30 am on a saturday morning
i had just finish my breakfast, praying
and most importantly
submitted my journal




as from todae we muslims have
about 60 hrs to
HARI RAYA!!!!!
wuhhhhuuuuuuuuuuuu
meaning 75 hrs to
hype up concert
yiiiipppppiiiiieeeeeeeee





anyway yesterday went to
the biannale exhibition
at tanglin campus
OMG ITS DAMN GOOD
MUST GO!!!
trust me, im just lyke you
i dun appriciate art
and culture and aesthetics module doesnt help much
LOL
i have to admit that some art piece
i just do not understand and
it even have the cheeck to hypnotise me
by looking at this white 'thingy'


LYKE WATEVER! IM NOT HYPNOTISED AT ALL!! *flicks hair*
hahahahhahahaha
ops! bimbotic small part of me exposed!
cmon we all have a tiny bit of itin us
HEH




looking out of this window of mine
right beside my bed
i wish that the sun wldnt come out and
they sky wld still be dark
so that i can have enuf rest
after sleeping really late last night
in order to help my mother out
she plans to wash the WHOLE house
and im serious
she means every inch of it
meaning we [my sis n i]
have to scrub floors
while fasting
fix a new curtain
which my mum sew herself
yahp!
mama is talented =)
pray hard for me that i can survive this pretty LOOONNGGG day of scrubbing




I WANNER GET HEELS FOR HARI RAYA
**ive eyed on one but hope that mummy allow the height of the heels**
** mummy, pretty please!**


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title: school performance
date: Wednesday, October 18, 2006
time:4:58 PM
i feel that my performance in school
is getting worst
i never skipped a lesson
just for the reason
i hate my grp

i never left school halfway
just bcz i had some sneezing
eventhough i felt
this was a different case
coz i went to the ladies
looked at my pale face
i gt scared
due to the reason
i've had experience fainting

so yeah
i have one X
meaning absent
and soon to be graded
a C
which i totally hate

the facis are irritating
i was expecting an A
as i felt that
i participated V V V WELL in class
but she gave me a B
n others who did
less than me
got an A
u see
THIS IS UNFAIR
IM NOT GONNA LET THE MATTER REST

ouh
1 bloody irritating thing
i have a freaking TEST
on WEDNESDAY
that is
one day after hari raya
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
which means
a few hours after my hype up concert
and guess wat
it is on MATHS
'MA FAN' BLOODY HELL LA

we, the malay pupils in my class
have already plan to skip school
that is
on WEDNESDAY
thanks to the SHITTY FREAKING test
we dun skip school
WTF
who wants to go to sch 1 day after raya

WELL NOT ME!!!!


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title: massive headache!!!
date: Tuesday, October 17, 2006
time:2:51 PM
todae
freaking science class la
i had a MASSIVE HEADACHE
n still having
im posting this entry in class

im done with everything
journal n all
just relaxing
n suddenly im feeling
dang HUNGRY

i think i ate alot la during
early morning breakfast

so talking to HIM
was nice
period

i shld go get my lenses
coz seriously
i feel lyke a
freaking GEEK la
no not only feel
I LOOK LIKE ONE
to be exact
*sigh*

thursdae nyte
no ones at home
but i got dahling to accompany me
to break fast
seee
i miss you soo
xooxoxoxooxoxo

ok im off to pray

tatttaaaa!


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title: random thoughts
date: Sunday, October 15, 2006
time:1:04 AM
RANDOM THOUGHTS

WARNING: DUN LAUGH !!

title: HE

HE whose charm captivated me
whose smile make my dae
my interest was his interest
or could it be just a coincidence?

whenever im feeling insecure
that comforting smile would always be there
he notice my weaknesses
and changing it for the better
whenever i was in anger
he would come over and comfort me
confronting the other party
assuring me i wasnt the cause of it

could he be my knight in his shining amour?
oh! i do hope so

=)

LOL

this sux man!
*blush*

OK BYE!


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title: sumting i didnt expect
date:
time:12:34 AM
the one underlinedin red, your presentation was one of the best i have seen

WOW!!!!!

SOMETHING VERY VERY UNEXPECTED

I THOUGHT I DID BAD

N SEE THE OUTCOME

MIRACLE!

AMIIINNN =)


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title: gd news bad news
date: Friday, October 13, 2006
time:3:17 PM
ok
BAD NEWS!!!!!!

im not gng to see darling taufik n hady
=(
my cuzin cannot make it due to school commitment
dang school lah!
but nvm, i see both of u soon ok
on hari raya nyte ok
mwuuuuaahhhh

next up
GOOD NEWS
noting much actually
school is ok
classmates are getting along well
well
noting can be compared to ferst sem classmates
but i like the new class too
('',)

ouh i got pist off last nyte
by my dad
watever la
i dun really understand why i got scolded
its not my fault definintely
even my sisters think so
but nvm la

tonyte
im gng to iftar (break fast) with RP-ians
its an official event involving various polys (i think so ah)

on the way to school
saw the malay interest group wearing
baju kurong, both boys and ghurls

err baju kurong?!
LOL
not my type la

as long as it is acceptable in Islam ok already

i once again dun want to complain abt my grp
but haiz
u sux la

but other members are fun
=)
ok my frens presenting
once again need to rush off for my A grade
fighting hard for it
i cant afford to get a lower gpa

**Oh Allah, please let me do well in school. Amin**


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title: envy me
date: Thursday, October 12, 2006
time:6:48 PM
since rp website is lagging
n i am not able to submit my journal
i have the chance to update my bloggie
im feeling a lil guilty not helping the family out
preparing food for break fast
but errr
=D

anyway
came to class arnd 8.35 am
technically 5 mins late
lil ppl there
plan not to come never tell me uh?!
boo

my facilitator wanted to start the class with a BANG
n BANG!!!!
i got 25 BUCKS ADIDDAS VOUCHER
=)
seee im a good ghurl in class
HAHAHAHA

todaes class was dang crappy la
very difficult
anyone doing problem 4 cognitive
tell me
i can help
but no powerpoint though
HEH

i want to complain sumting
lately
ive been very very lethargic
im watching prison break
im on episode 6 by the way
n slept in between the shows
chattin
n suddenly
sleep again
see my lengthy notes
for 2mrws test
sleep again
very bad!!!

take my advice,
WATCH PRISON BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!


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title: in pain
date: Tuesday, October 10, 2006
time:7:33 PM
as im waiting for this blogger to load this page
i opened another browser
which shows dang rp website
and i saw his name there
he had won another competition
i wish i didnt care that much
but its hurting more

anyways
yesterdaes training was super tough
i gt injured a few times
which left me with
a massive headache till todae
and a pain in the throat
no not that sore but it just hurt ok
cz my fren kept cutting onto my neck several times
IT HURTS BLOODY HELL LA!!

i came to school with high spirits
was with alasee
laughing our way to sch
but the moment i reached class
found out i was in this eff-ed group
my mood changed
it was obvious
shafee said he noticed it
thanks eh shafee =p

finally we changed group
it felt nice
not having to listen to DOGGIE
yes thats wat we call him
not enuf i changed grp
he has to sing out loud
to high school muscial song
breaking free in his doggie voice
i broke out of laughter and ran out of the class
to LAUGH MORE
n yet he didnt get it
STOPID DOG

class was getting a lil bore
went to alasee class
she came to mine
just for a bitchin chit chat
it was relaxing
thanks yar!

ok! im on a marathon for prison break
i have the whole season on my lappy
and getting the second season soon
all of us are watching it during lesson
I LOIKE WENTWORTH LA
deep eyes baybeh!
=)

the haze was bad in the evening jz now
was walking home with shurls and her frens
khalis ---> the guy who can speak arab. BOY! he impressed me
but nvm had a nice walk to the interchange

and also
this ghurll
my frens classmate
i smile at her wen i bumped into her
she asked fer my msn at first
but mine was pretty long n we were in a rush
so she asked fer my number
i gave it to her
in the end, SHE DOESNT NOE MY NAME
hahahahhahahaha

this happens in RP
u noe the person
her msn or number
BUT NO NAME
hahahhahahaha


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title: taufik
date: Monday, October 09, 2006
time:2:48 PM
Taufik @ Hype Up Autograph Session
Taufik will be appearing at Jurong Point this coming Saturday, 14 October at 3.00 pm.Those who have purchased the Hype Up concert tickets can redeem an exclusive poster on the spot and get the autographs from all the eight artistes involved in the concert. See you guys there!
IM SOOO GOING TO THIS EVENT LAH!!
YAHP I BOUGHT THE TIX
=D
SEE YA TAUFIK BATISAH & HADY MIRZA
MWUAKS


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title: domestic violence
date: Sunday, October 08, 2006
time:11:26 PM
witnessing a domsetic violence
is never sumting i liked
well i guess it applies to everyone

but eversince im living in this new estate of mine
i keep witnessing sucha things
im a lil traumatised with such situations
coz in my home
theres no domestic violence
we <3 each other
n im glad im part of it

throwing your husband or son
out of the house
is no joke
and
shouting to him
calling him vulgarities
cursing
is no better
with your high pitch voice
u noe how emotional women can be
or even worst
throwing stuff
glass especially
with kids watching every scence, getting hurt
neighbours looking out their windows
trying to see if everyones ok
or even to watch a real lyfe cheap drama
there are ppl lyke that ok
trust me
but fer sure, im not one of dem
HEH

i pity the innocent kids involve
well, i guess it will make them a better person
knowing wat to do and wat not to do

i was left in a situation
whereby
i was about to call the police
as i heard the child wailing for help
i cant stand such situations
i had good intentions
all i wanted to do was help ease the scene
hoping no one will get hurt
but my friend, Alasse advised me not to
many consequences are involved
furthermore
its a malay family
hari raya is coming up
i do not wish to break ppls family up

so yeah, now its silence
as peace as a lovely night can be
in s'pores case
as lovely as a HAZY night can be
LOL

none of this entry is exaggerated in anyway
=S


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title:
date:
time:9:40 PM
Happiness keeps you SWEET,
Trials keep you STRONG,
Sorrow keeps you HUMAN ,
Failure Keeps you HUMBLE,
Success keeps you GLOWING,
But only God Keeps you GOING


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title: tired!
date:
time:8:45 PM
had a pretty looooooooooonnnnnnnggggggggg day yesterdae
i wasnt in the mood
i would say i was pretty cranky

even my aunty noticed
she asked if i was feeling well
i was SLEEPY lah

daddy sort of irritated wif me
he didnt agree dat i was putting up my cranky attitude
he almost threatened me not to chat till late nyte
but because he loves me
he just advised me
=) mwarks! lurve u daddy

today, i was woken up by a sms
i had a shock as it wrote
my friens dad just passed away
my heart was crushed
i immediately thank Allah
i still have the both of my parents wif me

*ghurl, be strong! we will be there fer u darl. hearts and tc!*

went to visit her
to give her moral support

self reflection was at the back of my mind
thinking of losing either one of my parents
infact any of my loved ones
is too scary
i dunnoe if im able to take it
haiz

its back to mondae
i have a long dae ahead
having a test, training n watever shit

was reading my notes
i swear i was CLUELESS

LOOOONNNGGG week ahead

I WANNER BAKE KUIH RAYA!!!!
=)


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title: iftar with sara fara ninada
date: Saturday, October 07, 2006
time:1:04 PM
iftar with another group of frens
did tyme its
SARA FARA NINADA
our combined names
with fa n ra being absent

I SOOO MISS ALL OF U LA

we ate at a fine dining area
its called fig n olive
italian food
nice atmosphere
the food was just ok
i guess less delicious than wat i expected

but the company was great
cathing up with each other will never end la
coz u noe
im the only one who already left my previous sch
others are still there

ouh ouh i wanner share sumting
u noe
everytime im wif dis grp of ghurls
pretty ghurls btw
they never fail (excluding me)
i aint that pretty
to attract men

so this time, the waiterS wants THEIR number
HAHAHHAHAAHHA
we had a nice tyme laughing

SARA FARA NINADA
WHERE DID YOU GO
I MISS YOU SOOO
hahaha ok lame =p


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title: aftermath of iftar with pink sexay babes
date:
time:12:49 PM
after the iftar
we came home late
i decided to skip school
too tired la
alll energy drained out

i already had a plan already
to go out after school
but since i skip class
we go out fer the whole dae

we watched JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!!!!!!!!

he is bloody HOT la
we laughed our ass off
who saes the show is dumb
i swear UR THE DUMBO ONE
lyke seriously

den went to bugis bazaar
the place is sooo DEAD la

but but but

the guy who sells carpet
is CUTE
omg curly hair n deep eyes
i think he is turkish or sumting

ok ok its nt cool la
lyking a person who jual carpet
haha
but he is cute
SOOOO WHHAATTT la kan!!!

the guy jual carpet not enuf
the guy jual kebab oso
LOL

ok im soo making this bazaar trip fun
when is sooo not fun la
u can miss dis trip if ur planning to go
u wont miss anything out
dun worry


take my advice
geylang is muuuucch more better
im recommending this
even though im
crowd - phobic
HEH

but i soo lurve the aftermath of iftar with pink sexay babes...

FUN FUN FUN


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title: iftar wif pink sexay babes
date:
time:12:31 PM
not in the pic, cameralady : dee n sanah covered by sha shid
ZOMFG
i could not sleep the nyte before this outing
i was SUPER DUPER excited la
n u noe wat i wasnt alone
just reading their blogs make me more excited

the outing was MARVELLOUS
theres no other outing lyke this one
no one ever thought that we would miss each this much
everyone couldnt stop talking
chit chatting here n there
theres this one moment i noticed that
we were to busy cathching up with each other
that we stopped walking
forgetting about our hungry stomachs
*hugs everyone*
we had storytelling sessions in between
trips to the food bar
jokes
fighthing over who is hotter
TAUFIK OR HADY
everyone voted fer hady by the way =)
n JUST everything
i can see that some evolved into bimbo (u noe who u are eh), minah n watever sort
mayb a future religious leader in the making
LOL
camwhoring got us locked in ngee ann city
places we took pix
seoul garden : understandable
lift : ?????
carpark : this is the weirdest place soo far.
but u noe wat
with pink sexay babes arnd
everything seems to be ok
no matter where we are
LURVE HUGS N KISSES TO ALL OF
YOU=)


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title: bumping into him after the morning heartbreak
date:
time:12:21 PM
not enough after getting news that
he is attached
i must bump into him
MULTIPLE times

went to the prayer room
it is full
then i had to wait outside
while i was speaking to shafee n shaz
i saw him walking ot the prayer room corridor
n forgoodness sake
i swear i ABRUPTLY stopped talking
n my frens were clueless

n he u noe wat
he stand just opposite me
resting on the wall
i was resting on the other wall

do u noe how crushed i felt

getting the news of him being attached

lyke not enuf ah

must he be there to make it more painfull

aaarrrggghhhhh
but nvm
i feel that with the presence of my ghurlfrends around
i shall not mention names
u know who u are wen ur there fer me
:p
i am OK

but u'll here from me sumore talking abt
him beeing attached
dis is just the process of getting over him

im a weakling
*sob sob*


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title: i wanner feel better
date: Tuesday, October 03, 2006
time:11:22 AM
so he picked me up after a full day shopping
crowds were there
i suddeny slipped into my own world
as he put on for me my helmet
buckle it up with care
made sure i sat well on his bike
i felt the wind gushing in my face
fear was all over me
but once again he comforted me
i felt loved
and i love him

*
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*****
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and he is my brother!


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title: my morning heartbreak
date:
time:8:43 AM
i am saddened
by the morning news
he
is
attached

my morning heartbreak

i shall move on from now
i know i can

will there be tears?



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title: nabilah's second birthday
date: Sunday, October 01, 2006
time:1:06 AM
this is the reason why i went to my aunts place
socialising wasnt dat fun
**edited entry**


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