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title: u look like someone on drugs la seh
date: Wednesday, October 31, 2007
time:3:12 PM
when the heart tells a different story
the mind tells a different way

everything is mind over matter.
i think. i hope

love.


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title: friendship
date: Tuesday, October 30, 2007
time:7:41 PM
friendships come and go
others got better, while some drifted
im dissapointed it turned out this way
now it feels like we are strangers
i dont feel the comfort of talking to you anymore
maybe something is restricting me

its sad that it turns out this way
but heck, i guess its part and parcel of life.

friend, do take care.

love.

btw, thanks hisyam for the lunch treat (:


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title: hello to miss forgetful
date: Monday, October 29, 2007
time:3:41 PM

ehh.. i wanted to blog sumting, but i cant rmmbr. hahaha

but on a random note, my faci has shiny shoulders.

wait, mayb not random, boredom fits better.


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title: fengshui
date: Sunday, October 28, 2007
time:9:58 PM
I CAN BLAST MUSIC BACK
lyke finally!


back to my own room and new arrangement of furnitures done.
better fengshui. as if. heh.
looking forward to that lil new space in the corner created for relaxing (:

besok sekolah eh?
boring nyer!
hahah


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title: ehh dun let this happen la!
date: Saturday, October 27, 2007
time:11:04 PM
random talks with 'new ppl' at work was informative. i found out u were gng for an interview jz now at my workplace. wow. thats fast aye? i tot u werent that interested. hahaha. but its ok la. somehow i think i kinda look forward to it? LOL. i could be training you. LOL. now, wldnt that be interesting. hmm

oh god, i think its dejavu. OPS. pls dun let this happen?

sister said that she feels insecure when her friends gets comfortable talking with me. im speechless to that. so now, i dont get to tag along with her for movie outings =/

love.
i think i need supplements.


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title: Im gonna lip smack that intense face of yours
date:
time:12:25 AM
yahhp you read the title right. those pictures sarah sent me while i was doing PP made my day (: it was utterly cute. pictures of you in baju kurung and songkok. haha. u look so prim and proper that nurul said 'mcm nak pergi tunang (as if your gonna get engaged)'. haahahhahahaha. kecho! now i know the reason why, heh.

my pp is finally done. waiting for you to proof read it. or maybe not. i have this feeling u wont be online for the weekend. and i would want to submit it soon. hmm i wonder why your opinion matters more now.

one heavyHEAVYheavy load off my shoulder. i shall go off to work in peace in the morning and more hari raya outings w my sis and her sec school friends. its a wonder how long their friendship is. shes 30 now. so u do the math.

its a sad news that i cant join 'the ketupats' for raya outing. haiyooo clashes with my PSBs.

im glad im feeling so much better now. physically, emotionally and mentally all thanks to the 3 day break from school. with the weekends, 5 days in total.


love.
p/s: i love you shaz. thanks for the talk just now (:


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title: six feet from the edge; lets jump off together
date: Friday, October 26, 2007
time:2:34 PM
so my week for school ended early, tuesday.
down with fever
and i feel lyke jumping off the cliff

must be the medicine. heh.
or the change in the body clock

love.


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title: that lovely wednesday of mine <3
date:
time:2:13 AM
and we all say this;
hi welcome to mcdelivery



the pink ladies (:


more to come; soon




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title: HEARTS! overdue saturday hari raya pics (:
date: Thursday, October 25, 2007
time:1:23 PM
title: stuck in this mess
date:
time:11:24 AM
im just stuck reading ppls blog and how happy their life are
and how miserable mine is.
i should really stop this.




but i simply cant?
sigh.

love.


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title: pissed
date:
time:10:47 AM
im just a lil pissed. who are you to tell me who i should be friends with?!
wtf.


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title: 24 hours
date: Wednesday, October 24, 2007
time:6:25 AM

Morning (:


hello wednesday.

24.5 hours in, no sleep yet.

its a wonder how i can stay up this long.


i hope u can wake up for school today cz suddenly my mind drifts to you this morning.

love.


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title: within seconds
date: Tuesday, October 23, 2007
time:7:35 PM
applied chemistry was utterly boring. the only reason i stayed is because next week another test for this module.

its funny how frenship forged within seconds. hee.
KECHO for that!

im tired of the drama. im taking one step back
short talks with syafie is refreshing.
thanks dude (:



breath.stop.whats happening to everything?


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title: get me fixed
date: Monday, October 22, 2007
time:8:26 PM
im okay.
im okay.
im okay.




i think
im not okay.


love.
p/s: i need to go leave this country soon. a retreat.


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title: never be lonely
date: Thursday, October 18, 2007
time:7:54 PM
im a total screw up fullstop
bye.


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title: coincidentals makes u go high
date: Tuesday, October 16, 2007
time:11:49 PM
rainy tuesday got me lucky
not once, but twice. (:

idknw why it made me grin that much. there isnt a need for an explanation. hearty issues. theres never a need.


pharma and toxic test wasnt that bad after all. watever happened at swensens after class stays at swensens. thats all i can say to sum up that whole dessert/dinner thing.


llllllllloooooovvvvvvvveeeeeeeeee.


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title: contradictory
date: Monday, October 15, 2007
time:5:12 PM
this is the reason why i hate the PBL system so much. lyke wth is the comment for when your individual grading shows otherwise.

dsfjndvfrjtgkdsfnirenf!!

here it goes,
Yes Shariffah the purpose of different format was to increase the concentration span and the results(participation)by you was excellent.Thanks for the active participation.

Grade: B

WTF!
shldnt i be getting an A grade?!
as francis would say, el stupido!


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title: it will not be complete just yet ):
date: Sunday, October 14, 2007
time:8:29 PM


i dont want to go to school tomorrowww!
*throws tantrum*
stupid testsssssssssss
tuesday: pharma & toxic
thursday: immunology
friday: mole & cell biology


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title: missing you
date: Friday, October 12, 2007
time:8:06 PM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!


today was a lil bit drifty. occupied the mind with some internet games. was trying hard not to be close to tears thinking of you. shoving the tears away wasnt easy, trust me. i want you to be here by my side. right now. but i know its impossible. i hope you are doing fine over there. i'll drop by a letter for you sometime soon. every moment, especially with the fasting month and Hari Raya here, thoughts of you been lingering and it wont be fading off any soon, i know. i love you, please take care. praying for your health and safety always. Amin.





also, for Nurul Adilah Bte Kassim

this is a special message for you. I would like to apologise for everything and anything that i've done which have hurt you at any moment. deep down, its unintentional. i really hope you know. i care and love you, my dear friend. With this, i end my short message to you with Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Hope to see you for our class visitings.

love,
kak mun.


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title: Utterly Super Duper Irritatingly Bored
date:
time:11:41 AM
Tomorrow is Hari Raya.
School today is utterly boring.
I feel lyke going home this instance.

i miss you.


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title: sleeping episodes
date: Wednesday, October 10, 2007
time:1:12 PM
hahaha.. its funny wat you can do wen ur utterly sleepy or sleeping. too many sleeping episodes happening this week for me. damn funny.

episode #1

was sleeping in the bus. the two seater seats, by the aisle. btw, the bus was damn crowded. so when the bus took a turn, exitting at the highway, I FELL OFF THE CHAIR LA SEH! thank god, the lady standing had a tummy and so i bounced off it. lucky, haruna was there too. she pulled my arms towards her. HAHA. thanks haruna, my saviour! can u imagine if it was a guy i fell on... HAHAHA... ok stop mental imaging aye! worst thing, i looked up to apologise, i saw a few ppl laughing at me.

-_________-

episode #2

late night MSN-ing as usual.. but was feeling a lil bit more sleepy than usual and i started typing nonsense to ppl. some doesnt make sense while others just idknw how to put it. hahah. just hope noting is spilled during those convos.

episode #3

so i had a few missed calls on my phone arnd 10 plus and 1 plus coming from a close fren. being nice, i decided to reply to her. see the intention was good. but the outcome was bad! i accidentally msged another fren. then he went n said.. eh i think the msg wasnt meant for me. OMG PAISEH CAN?! their names just happen to begin with the same alphabet. damn... on a brighter note, lucky its him, not anyone else.

i swear i should stop msg-ing/IM-ing ppl wen im sleepy.
hahahahahahaha

EH EH PPL! 2 MORE DAYS TO RAYA LAAAAA...
*dances around*


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title: if i kissed you
date: Tuesday, October 09, 2007
time:1:03 PM
weird blogging at this hour.

finally im done with my presentation slides.. rushing to have a little more time to study for the test later... on the surface, it feels alryte but deep down a little bit panicky here and there. last night's studying wasnt that bad after all... i tot i would have fall asleep or something but nah.. got lucky i guesss

when you think theres a glimpse of hope again, the heart starts to race once more
but this time it was different.. all it did was put that lil smile on my face
and i feel great =D

loves.


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title: eagle eye cherry
date: Saturday, October 06, 2007
time:11:31 PM
Dear Diary,

i think i've moved on.

love,
shanie


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title: LoveShots for the week
date:
time:9:48 PM
Happy 18th Yasmin!





Happy 18th Shaz!










*ignore the act cute pose. focus on the background. thank you (:*






intoducing my classmate, wei how =D


ghurlfrens that drank coca cola infront of me on a hot sunny day after a looong walk... and the best part, i was fasting. hahhaa.

LOVE.



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title: laughters that keep me going on
date: Friday, October 05, 2007
time:3:11 PM
fasting month is hitting me so bad that by 10pm i already get blardy sleepy. its funny how when im out with friends late night i dont even feel tired but when the next morning comes, i could barely drag myself to class. worst still, in class i keep dozing off. tsk tsk.

finally its friday.. but i'd say today is a good day. much laughters, listening to hari raya songs in class. hari raya mood is getting into me damn right, which is a good thing, i think.

im out again tonight..

sumtymes, i wish im in W56B. but its ok, i miss them more now and have fun better whenever im with the ghurls.

love.

shanie loves weihow
by weihow himself


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title: enthusiasm killed
date: Thursday, October 04, 2007
time:10:25 AM
music: coffee - copeland
mood: stressed!

came to class earlier than normal, enthusiasm definitely killed by first meeting. today is pharmacology and toxicology. URGH.

difficult seh
alot sumore

):

first test coming up next week, great.


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title: let's skip and hop together
date: Tuesday, October 02, 2007
time:12:42 PM
emotions just got the best of me and i cried wayy early in the morning while getting ready for school. why do i just feel like the whole family is against me.

love, im missing you badly. we are all too.

feeling emotionally unstable and lethargic, half way walking to class, we decided to skip lesson. well this time its with an objective, to do PP and study for the tests next week. ):

urgh, frustrations.
need a shoulder to cry more on.

love.

and you out there, u just wait for my letter, soon. i cant stand your game plan anymore.


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