cause everything is never as it seems

title: away.
date: Wednesday, April 28, 2010
time:8:55 PM

overseas weekends, overseas weekends, anything to keep me sane. anything.

title: shopping and more shopping!
date: Thursday, April 22, 2010
time:9:20 PM

''When I shop, the world gets better, and the world is better, but then when it's not, and I need to do it again'' - Rebecca Bloomwood, Confessions of a Shopaholic
this makes me feel sane. love.

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title: date night
date: Monday, April 19, 2010
time:8:14 PM

i've never had the strongest urge to leave home but tonight i did. tonight, for the first time, i'm gonna watch a movie, alone.

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date:
time:6:13 PM

just don't add more trouble old woman.

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title: ironic
date: Friday, April 16, 2010
time:8:46 PM

i had this strongest urge to shop, to immediately grab cleo and fulfill my heart to see clothes, to walk into shopping malls, to walk into my favourite shops. i did it today while waiting for my sister to pick me up. it was 5 minutes, just 5 minutes. for the longest time, it put a smile on my face. i held the materials, let it run through my fingers. it felt home and it made me calm.

the stronger the urge, the stronger the sadness. a word so short, hurts so deep.

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title: a-lone
date: Wednesday, April 14, 2010
time:11:46 PM

I want to bring Ryan out on a trip. Just you and I. and we're gonna have Mega Mcspicy for lunch. Even when it means i don't seem to get you to focus, i will wait for you patiently.

I just need me time so much now. No one can tell, now one can sense the desperation, the outburst. I want to cry. Okay Bye.

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title: resume
date: Tuesday, April 13, 2010
time:8:51 PM

so i was compiling my resume worthy documents, im proud of myself. i've come a long way. it feels good to know it was a good step to sign up for the pharmacy technician course. hi world, im prepared for you. hi independence.

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title: jet plane
date: Monday, April 12, 2010
time:9:32 PM

i just cant wait to forgo with my plans. cant wait to smell the air of independence. oh happy first anniversay! cheers, to happier days together!

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title: $$$
date: Thursday, April 01, 2010
time:9:31 PM

When you treat your loved ones like a business deal. This is the outcome.

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