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title: beautiful brithdays have been busy these past few days
yea crap maths test was on mondae n i panicked at the last hour i almost wanted to breakdown but told myself to pull myself together well i think im sort off a weakling coz i turned to him for sum comfort which soo not good lah! urgh but then he was nice comforting me n all but i dunnoe hayai! heart affairs SIGH im here lyke waiting fer this makcik la yes a makcik at 17 yrs old ya cz she is always late hahhahaha she doesnt know im typing this but yes finally she msged me she is near my place already this mcd sux ok eee its soo freaking hot here n the seat is soo freaking small !!!!!! im just staying here fer the free internet just to fill up my tyme waiting fer the makcik one thing i just realised on your birthday things happens things u dun expect to happen happen its lyke amazing n YES im ENJOYING IT i find it cool n also people who u tot already forgotten u cz we were never in contact n all YES they remembered my birthday ofcz im touched its lyke COOL! i do still exist there sumwhere deep down BIRTHDAYS are fun next up to look at is SCHOOL BREAK COMING 5 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL YES AH but i know im gonna miss dem my lurrves in class TIME TO WERK !!!!!!!! need to feed my shopping needs hahahah im getting crazy over online shopping hahahhahaha ok the makcik is here i go off now n ouh yar!!! this bevvy uh! anyhow change my PM on msn n yes i love u i dun have to put it as my nick though BUT SAYANG I LOVE U OK!!!! |
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title: the special 18th i had my day started out bad
but then w24c and shirley made it so sweet we went down for breakfast together yahp! the whole class dos we lurve. we hate. we are all there as one just for my bdae!  lurve!!!  yummy!!!
at the canteen =) 3>
u know who u are uh!!! i know who did it ok! lol watch out uuuu =p
seee my head in the cake!!!! urgh! hehehehe den went off after sch, with mamai dahling! watched a movie. horror movie to be exact. heeee it made my day much more speciallllll =) and the outcome of it as usual .. PICS!!! thanks fer the lovely night =)
and yes... i recieved my last wish fer the dae at 11.58! which he planned too. boooo =p u think ur special huh LOL =) luuuurrrveeesss n smoooches to alll |
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title: love is in the air |
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title: HAPPY 18TH FER ME!!!!! =)  click image fer larger view!click it ok =) thanks everyone fer todae! to all those that wished me i feel lyke mentioning all of dem in sequence of tyme heh dj, hazimah hong mian, grandma sayang (in advance) yasssaaaa 12 midnight exactly! kin kin dahling 12.01 (heh! too bad) sarah wong (giggles) bevvvyy maisara ali !!!! mama deeee shirls (the 2 cakes were yummy! luurbes!) diana peter w24c!!!!! shaheen (3 tymes uh!) min min ayesha =) dj again! (fer the 2nd tyme) sanah marni nabilah huraidah husainah faizah =) ah boon johann michelle lubna JJ hamzah =) diana ishak aisyah krystal hazirah aminurrashid :p ali again!!! hyder (woo!) n lastly shafeeee (yes! u were the last one =), i seriously tot u wont make it in tyme) if i left out anyone! im really sorry. let me know ok. =) and, this is not the end of my b dae entries! relax! more pictures =) more thanks in the next post im too tired fer todae lluuurvesssss all |
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title: shopping shopping spree ive been spending loads lately
taking advantage of my hari raya collection LOL wat can i do!!! ive been lyke gng on shopping sprees w ghurlfrens hahaha bought a cute brown printed top on wed its damn pretty la im lyke in lurve w it went there w hazimah n shaz lol we clicked! we came from same sch backgrnd i find it cool u know lyke u have a common ground in sucha place and ofcoz i felt that i tonned down in my language LESSER vulgarities i DUN lyke me getting more vulgar by the dae I MUST CHANGE fer the better LOL =p todae was damn hyper la saw my eye candy twice ok we took the same lift ok i cant help but melt at his HOT LOOKS omg omg wat can i say more la german + indian HOT HOT HOT!!! after class went to bugis w min min n bevvy sayang we laughed all the way till min min chocked hahahhahahahahhhahahahah i had a great tyme todae! luuurrvvesss |
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title: happy happy dae =D todae was fun fun fun!
frm chop chillie chop to mi mi mi ami faso mi to watching prison break w bevvy sayang everything la! just left me with a big grin at the end of todae bottom line I HAD FUN TODAE cz freaking shit didnt come todae OUH brader (braderhood)in class hit freaking shit on fri there were blood IM HAPPY ok it might sound evil but brader, i love u lah ive always wanted sum1 to give him a punch finally! hehhehehehhehee in conclusion (journal style) I LOVE TODAY! I LOVE THE GHURLS IN CLASS luurbbbessss |
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title: i hate myself i hate myself
im dissapointed in me im feeling suicidal i know its a wake up call reality is hitting me hard i want to change fer the better prove dem wrong most importantly prove myself wrong i dun want to dissapoint dahling parents n family i can do it thank god school term is ending 2 weeks more i'll come back revamped! i will not let this happen anymore and u fucking shit out there trying to put me down i swear one more tyme u do this to me u'll get the shit from me just do some proper werk n u'll do just fine NOT putting me down w ur fucking werds im not buying it idiot |
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title: jumbled up feelings i dun feel anything im too numb to feel i dunnoe why and the song playing just make soo more mucha emo A1 ouh this band go faar back in my primary daes im feeling i dunnoe-how-to-describe-that-feeling maybe used maybe lost mayb i dunnoe the distance is killing me and i dun want to tell u this d reason is that i dun want u to feel i need u cz seriously i dun but i miss the company tried saving this made the initiative but u ignored fine! if this is the way you want it i'll wash my hands off this friendship may you be happy with them n yes im glad u're much happier now and no need to bother abt me coz im already hurt go away BYE |
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title: the mrs miller! |
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title: im gonna miss this pink buliding |
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title: END THE PAIN NOW  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT THE PAIN TO END NOW I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE dis explains the reason fer no updates till my hand gets better i guess i may not be able to update sumtyme soon SIGH DOUBLE SIGH TRIPPLE SIGH *runs away crying after wat happened todae* thanks for those who were there fer me lluuurrrvveeeee |
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title: aftermath of jalan hari raya w pink sexay babes |
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title: hari raya outing w pink sexay babes |
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title: angry at daddy i am a little angry with daddy
i am trying to have a discussion with him and he gets emotional emotional nevermind he said that i have a very low knowledge in the matter i presented to him he is trying to tell me that i speak too much malay which he had never approved since i was young but the thing is all i wanted to do is save our fellow followers sigh! daddy aint getting my point i came to him with a reason for him to help me in the matter i am about to bring up ok fine i understand that my knowledge aint that deep but thats the point i need you to guide me through it show me the right path in dealing in such sensitive matters but once again i think watever he has said to me brings about one logic which just came to my attention he has my concern at heart and for this...
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title: red cheeks |
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title: I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET PINK SEXAY BABES ON SAT |
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title: lovely dream |
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title: TIRED Juggling 3 IGs(cca) is no joke i dont know how i got into sucha mess but i think my interest for anything SCIENCE is growing so yes yes im in PHARMACY, FIRST AID & AIKIDO omg lyfe is so hectic ryte now i do not know how the hell am i going to handle it but .... SIGH i hope i can handle it im thinking of quitting aikido but my frens there not letting me quit n his tactic was '' see with aikido, u lost weight '' LOL flattered i ammm :p ok my head is spinning real bad im gng off to bed soon lucky i jz finish off all the daily routine shit but u noe getting full marks for my quiz (arrows down) its been a long tyme since i got it makes my studying ALL WORTH WHILE
[[click image for larger view]] completed in 1 m 58 s with a score 4 out of 4 |
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title: super excited for my b day |
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title: a loong dayyy |
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title: biennale trip 2  so we made it to the second biennale trip at city hall the art pieces some were dry some were scary but most importantly we enjoyed well at least i think i ENJOYED it veryyy mucha eventhough he cant make it i laugh laugh laugh the whole nyte through YUSOF!!! pls stop ur eye jokes :p came back dang late though but daddy seems ok w it i shall not abuse their trust i promise |
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title: dented dustbin  the dented dustbinu are seeing here is the outcome of a fight btwn my class n the opp class over a staring incident gawd! i swear my heart was pumping lyke mad cz we had to stop the fight we 3 ghurls were backing dem up i cant let the other class trash my classmates anyway i was shock to see my frens transformed into ah bengs that isnt all my fren was pinning the guy to the wall n he almost punched that idiot hmm i know my classmates does look lyke one but in class they were frenly nice boys we call ea other bros n sisters but to see dem dat way was .... SIGH!!!! no matter wat i'll stick w my classmates they sure have my support |
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title: visiting w nurul n sarah! |
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title: i dun want to think that i lyke ur bf HI
do u noe why i keep staring at ur boyfren this is because he is freaking HOT lah with a capital H on it everytyme i stare at him you would take his hand and hold him tight dun worry i dun want to take ur bf away just dat both of u don look good together period my frens and i keep questioning wat does he see in you bottomline U & HIM DUN MATCH AND YES I THINK UR BF IS HOT BUT DUN GET TOO PROTECTIVE OK !!!!!!!! |
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title: bad bad bad dae so i had a bad day
a BAD BAD BAD day! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everything was soo shit todae BAD LUCK 1 it started out with my trip to sch the stopid bus was a single deck again saw an avail seat n of ALL the ppl in the world the empty seat was beside my most hated classmate WTFish.... i had to bare the 45 mins journey with him by my side GOD! it sounds so wrong :p BAD LUCK 2 I took the lift thinking it was my floor i went out instead of it being 4 it was 5 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so as expected i stepped into the wrong class half way in through the class i realised it wasnt mine SHIT LA zomfg!!!!! n of all classes in the world it had to be my EYE CANDY'S CLASS again! WTFish ryte?!!!! i bet he notice it was me cz sumtymes we walk to sch together URGH BAD LUCK 3 so yes we have reached to number 3 my hand had to fidle with the wires n soo i toyed with it n BOOOOOM!!!!!!!!! the class got short circuit i swear i knew it was frm me but i kept mum not until my classmate, shafee said he lost all his maths working which he had done frm 9 am to 12 pm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i felt so bad that there was a need to confess i had toooooooo PITY HIM lucky i was done with mine told him if he wanted ans can check mine SORRY OK! lol *hit my fiddly hand* BAD LUCK 4 ferst he said i was too good fer him den now he said i wasnt wat he expected me to be WTH LA i almost wanted to todae damn eff la!!! URGH |
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