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title: 3 slices of cake, one more to come  music: dance with me by nouvelle vague mood: high its funny how i didnt bother to update the blog over the weekend. hee. too tired i guess. been having break fast w different groups of friends and family over the weekend. friday was w aunty and a suprise birthday party for darlingbrother. saturday was another suprise birthday party for YASMIN AHMAD as well as the yearly break fasting event with the PSBs. it was lovely! definitely LOADS of multiple shots! (: and it was yet another birrthday party. this time it was for baby cuzzin Nabilah. right. and im not done yet with my birthday meet ups. 2mrw, it will be for my SHAZZY BABY! wooots (: was chatting with a friend about how a song would describes his feeling at the moment, for me, at this moment, i would say my weekend song would be GIRLS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN by cyndi lauper. im having wayy wayyy tooo much time yeah! *dances around* its allLOVE btw. no complaints. =D time for birthday shout outs, 30th Sept babies: YASMIN AHMAD SHARIFAH SHAZANAH SHARIFFAH NABILAH SARLINA SARIB waiting for pretty pictures, to be uploaded here soon (: |
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title: i just want today to end im sorry if anyone got irritated with me coz i swear whatever you did to me, irritate the shit out of me.
anyway i have come to a realisation that eversince i hanged out w this old frens of mine, the thoughts of you slowly slipping of my mind. is it a good thing? mayb yeah. im tired. im cranky. bye. love. |
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title: that sunday night of mine (: |
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title: URGH msn bodoh seh! lyke wth service temporarily unavailable. the day was kinda okay except that i kept sleeping while other groups are presenting.
i guess i was really tired that i missed my normal bus stop. the worst thing was that it was already time to break fast and i had noting on me including cash which only mean one thing, i cant get anything. im so pisssttt la! URGH love. |
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title: NUTS |
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title: always half filled not half empty |
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title: with much distraction its not that i dont have anything in mind or things to do but my mind just cant stop thinking of you. the thought lingers everytime i am unable to keep that lonely mind busy. consider yourself lucky. everyones lucky except for me. another thing, hoody doesnt have anymore meaning. sadly? for an optimist, im pretty pessimist. mayb. officially, i have no life. school, study, PP project and work. great.  i love life. NOT. love? |
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title: that was it today was utterly mundane. the corny faci kept picking on me the whole day -___- it started out funny but it moved on to irritating. yeah, being the laughing stalk of the class, it aint funny at all aye. but at the same time, the class was being utterly quiet, mayb they didnt get hia corny jokes.
since, the ghurls class had pretty boy in their class i decided to drop by. right move made. conversations striked. and ouh, look at my horoscope for today. Sagittarius When you enter a room full of strangers today, strike up a conversation or two. perfect. (: opportunity gone. again. i miss you. get over it? mayb. ): your being weird also. i dont get you. but its ok im playing along, as a substitiute. =/ love. |
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title: paper and pen ok, truthfully i feel a little dumb in the new class. i have people with LOADS of prior knowledge, potential A students and most importantly, those who constantly jot down notes on their pretty little notebook. feeling intimidated, i took my notebook out too. instead of taking down notes, i suddenly started updating my shopping list =D also, im starting to loike pharmacology&toxicology modules. wooots!
now, thats what u call shanie aye? LOL yay! discussion to break fast with many many loves are on! cant wait! love. |
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title: i WANT my room back ): Dear Mama & Baba,
im tired of sleeping on the sofa bed everyday in the room filled with my two sisters. i just want my room back ): its been months now. the mess around the house and the room was half intentional because i cant stand not having a place of my own to put my stuff. worst still, im sharing my wadrobe w one sis. thanks but i just want my very own back, just like before. great, now im down w sneezing and it seems that its developing into a fever. it would be nice if i could be recovering on my bed, in my room. love, Munie xoxoxox |
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title: the potentials made better |
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title: brother dear <3 |
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title: -NA- im feeling super excited now for today's update that i dknw where to start first. i was really hyper la. morning meet up with the E35L ghurls at agora made me realised how much i missed them.. i also met my new classmates along the way, frens of frens, people i know.
the climax was that the moment i step into the class, the facilitator recognised me. ok, truthfully in my heart i went... shit! the only reason was that i skipped her class last semester so much, that it felt awkward to be in her class again. immunology isnt that bad, i think. new classmates, no comments yet. w56b classmates are love (not my class). haha. n sherilyn had to let the cat out of the bag to that classmate of hers. thanks eh. shy seh! got a lil pisst along the way. lyke wtf. i just dknw wats on your mind. but ghurl, u got me aggitated. thanks shaz for the huggggssss. thaaanksss beverly for the keychain, i love it btw. (: thanks sarah&nurul for hanging out w me to let time pass by, fast. ouh yeah, laughters too. ok get this, no one has ever got me that excited by just seeing ur window popped out of my msn while in class. instantaneously there was a big grin, w a lil bit of red cheecks. i still do, you know. also, where'd you go, i miss you so. ghurls came over my class to pick me up before heading home. so good monday it is, no blues! love. |
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title: its raining man!  Back to School (: ? and so i hit your pride aye bro? thank god it happened infront of the whole family. everyone was speechless because none of them would wanner speak that way to you. hit you back to reality, like finally. only showing off the downside of you. pretending your accepting facts of life. move one and stop living in that world of yours. and im not gonna be sorry for just now's episode. so its sunday, the much awaited one. it rained. i love rain (: maybe its a sign to tell me, monday's gonna be good? hehe. love. |
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title: chilling aye!  today was the best saturday ive had eversince hols started. marking the best for the last before school reopens (zzzzz) , it started off with the norm, work. noon was spent perfectly w lovelyghurlfrens, sarah and nurul. initially the plan was to do PP together over at sarah's house but then we ended up watching edward scissors hand, cuddling w big big pillows in the aircon filled room. nurul left short after and soon time to break fast came. clad w a hot fudge sunday w extra topping in our hands, we watched 2nd movie, stay alive. all in all, every second was relaxing. the cure song is friday im in love aye? for me, its saturday im in love. no doubt. hehehe *kiter chilling la seh on saturday* hahahaha love. |
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title: Ignorance is bliss? |
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title: hello friday! alright alright... im not exceptionally happy that its friday. truthfully, i dred today because it reminds me that schools starts on monday and the weekends are left for work and PP yada yada yada.
but on another note, i knew i could reached that 1000th mark before school reopens. just now, i just did. WOOHOO! *dances around!* nahh... am not showing off or aniting alryte. its just a mark of achievement for me. mayb one day u should be like me to. the lifeless one who glued her big fat ass on her study chair and a whole junk of inspiration and ideas took over (: the only thing that excites me for monday is that i get to put on my new sneakers from Pull&Bear, grey jeans form Bugis Street, dress from Cotton On and not forgetting a whole load of hugs from everyone. seee thats on the bright side. while on the dark side, i'll be having this long walk to w5 building. walking to a class where only some are familiar. start the basic introduction with hi im Shariffah once more. and ouh ouh the best of the dark side is that it would be immunology module. hahha. not so great after all aye? im starting to sound lyke a psycho w a pseudo brown eyes now. well i'd say theres only 5 seconds to being ugly. lalalallalalalaaa.... day 2 of fasting is in. so far so good (: some lingering thoughts: i wish i had never send it over, i wish i never had that thought but at the same time, i'd say thats my best attempt to get closer to you but thanks, ive been ignored. time and again ive been pushed aside brushed off i wish im not that observant enought to see the signs because it will shorten all the attempts where mayb one of it would catch that attention of yours a much needed one from you now everything is awkward to the extent that its difficult to even drop a hi or hello now im all brain tide. ive stopped for a moment. i hope you enjoy it. with much love, shanie |
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title: Ramadhan Mubarak PMS it must be it! anyway, the holy month is here. speacial prayers during the night. fasting during the day. i'd say i'll feel cleansed and i'll do every prayer wholeheartedly for the love of Allah. ya know, mayb i'll probably pray to have you in my life too, maybe. i'll leave all my angry,irritated whatevernot feelings behind. i'd say we start afresh. great. now its time for PP. yay? 200 words down. 1800 words to go. thats a big number there. HAHA Ramadhan Mubarak. Love. |
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title: irritating! |
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title: i'd say breakfast is good |
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title: i guess its a welcome to semeseter 2 have i told you that i hate a class filled w ghurls because i will have to put up with the bitchiness.bimboness&everything u associate with ghurls.
class roster is out. and ouh great another round of all ghurls class w a few boys. erm i think i know most of dem alrd which makes it not so new after all and wtf. my class is at w5. |
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title: all i have to do is dream  brown paper packages tied up with strings. raging hormones got me thinking that my 19th birthday is a few months away and i want a boyfriend as a gift. HAHA. laugh ur ass off to that. some stuff on my to do list is being striked off but theres more. approximately a week till school reopens. im not ready. i think im falling sick. damn. love. |
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title: a picture of you in my mind plan w yasmin was on and off. she couldnt decide whether to accompany me or not. had a few people in mind to accompany me to collect the much reserved sneakers down at ngee ann city. i really wanted to text that message. i have a feeling you wouldnt mind coming along. but den its ok, too shy i guess. at the end of the day, bought sneakers, 2 dresses, movie tix and yasmin. my saturday was good.
finally, im all sleepy at 1 am (: enjoy the pics. love.  from the arab street, morrocan dinner with PSB
  btw, i heart multiple shots. |
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title: you give me something |
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title: APER NIE! my day was all sweet. many many ghurlfrens was there. <3
my thoughts are all scattered now. i dknw how to put this. theres a few issues that i just want to confront while some i waner put aside, others i will be strong and hold on to coz i think everything will turn out sweeet eventually. your gonna be with me right? one day, we'll walk together, alongside each other with much care&love. tomorrows another fun day. (: love. p/s: dude, im sorry. i hope u know who you are. |
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title: insomnia im seriously facing a tough problem. people, im insomniac. =/
listening to the song insomnia by electric president doesnt help either. i think im going crazy coz what im doing now is researching on starbucks, getting ready for my 2000 word essay to be written before school reopens, i hope. look at the tyme, 3.15 and im feeling wide awake. i had a long tiring day today, meeting ghurlfrens, window shopping, a whole load of laughing, talking and thinking. eh great website i found on starbucks. im getting motivated. i dun think im sleeping anytime soon. school starts approximately in 10 days. wtf really. ahh.. oasis sounds really good at this time. loving it definitely. (: omg, sum1 help me! this is disgusting. love. |
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title: someone pls help me piece myself together |
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title: you've got mail! |
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title: alright. so monday is a suckie day. |
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title: latelatelate |
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title: paul van dyk body's clock definitely adjusted. time check 2.25 am, and im still wide awake. well, hello! ur chatting with one happy nocturnal ghurl here. although i find it to be weird n disgusting. but sleeping at six in the morning, tucking under the comforter clad w a heavy rain outside is definitely love.
paul van dyk is keeping me awake. the best thing is that he has the coolest vid alive and he looks hot. best (: that boyish look in you makes my heart smile even more. i wish u could ask me out to chill just lyke syafie does. hahaha. kkk merepek. its a new day out there, i want to start that new chapter soon. love. |
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title: some reflection; mayb im suddenly having doubts of your sencerity. simply, i had too much time on my hand at work that i decided to take a back seat and look into my life, some reflection. then, i realise that something is happening in between. i hope it is not what i fear off coz if it is i swear your one bitch. and because i love you, i dun wish to call you one. but please dont make me. also, sarah made me realise how much i miss you but then again, that summerlove you are, i'll wait even if its till the winterlove. heh. =D
soon, im off to work, again for the day. from having too much time its moving on to having no life. i've calculated that my today's pay will reach around a hundred bucks. so mayb i could get that sneakers i want. but then again, i have to get the cd reader repaired with my owndamnmoney. how unfair. life's never fair. love. |
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title: physically tired long story short, went down to maarif for teacchers day and sakinahsweetie. met the lovelyteachers. got a few comments&compliments here and there. quick snap&shots. off to parkway to drop by nurul's working place, lunch and a lil window shopping. had a good laugh. handphone died on me. urgh. met up w sarah for a movie date at cathay but the tix were all sold out and we decided to walk around. fcuk crowds. i got super cranky&tired and she put up with that. great, i love her even more now. just gt home, cant sleep. insomniac again. ouh suweet~! working morning shift 2mrw.
dont talk to me, im cranky, will be bitchy. goodnight. love. |
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