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title: rejection sigh, fyp. rejection after rejection
so we got our first rejection this morning on a topic we had confidence clinching it. i panicked cz they released on topic taken up whic means lesser choices. sigh. mass msged team mates who are all at home, sleeping! while me, in class having lab *grumbles* hahaha so anyway, again mass emailed to topics of our interest, booked meetings&interviews and we fell in love with the antioxidant topic. great. but one problem, we are competing w another grp of 5. prays for the best. all short write up has been emailed. result 2mrw morning, 11 am. insya allah. dapat. amin if once again rejected (hope not), continue with another set of interviews. wat pist me off the most is that, the main reason we are rejected for the topics is because we signed up advance diploma. bodoh seh. it should be an advantage wat? but, no it was the other way round... most lab based projects say, we cant commit to the long lab hours. dang. wth. URGH! ryte, i'll stop complaining and can i just say how wonderful my life is now. had a fun time destressing with shopping and great company. ((: was pretty chocked up and close to tears abt effing fyp and advance dip. sigh. thanks yasmin for the listening ear and advices <3 ouh yar, frisbee after school for awhile got my lips injured and there were bloodBLOODblood. hahaha. thanks ah eh to the person who did it. LOL. looking forward to 2mrws, makan cum picnic in RP. yay! okay, im tired and sleepy. <3 |
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title: OMG I WANT THIS!  OMG. I WANT TO GET THIS CAN?! PRETTY PLEASE!! accompanied 'bulu' shopping to get graduation stuffs. LOL! plenty of walking. saw the other part, shyness. heh. have more confidence pls? anyway, i think ur gonna look hot! woohoo! coz shanie is the master mind of the whole look. YAYNESS! can i say i love your shoes? and i want to get those that didnt fit you. just so i can irritate the shit out of you. pls uh. can kay? hahahaha since we are in the west area, remembered abt ghurlfren ending class late. so gave her a beep and tadaaaa! we met!! its been awhile. the usual, starbucks ((: and i love you so. good luck to the world we call 'no-life' and i'd say, together we die. HAH. loves((: p/s: omg, i cant believe its my last official lesson for yr2sem2 2mrw. yay? haha. |
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title: IMAGE HEAVY! OKAY! IMAGE HEAVY!! ENJOY THE PICS!! ((: life's been great eversince you people came to my life its gonna change coz here comes final year project + advance diploma + no life + work mayb? YAY?! NURIMAH'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAY BASH! WOOOHOO!      BAKE CHEESECAKE DAY! YAY! =D      CLOVERFIELD OUTING! a total of 6 of us. 3 different reactions  CHEESECAKE SURPRISE! ((:      |
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title: proper update later. omg. mega mammoth update coming up soon had a super duper weekend! ((:
friday, it started with nurimah's surprise bday party from all of us comme saturday 'bake cheesecake day' with sarah & dinner at simpang bedok w family SUNday: morning picnic w family and cloverfield with zee bunch. come monday, the surprise gifts for graduating peeps ((: and tuesday Haji Lane w current classmates! YAY! skipping last day of school for sure. applying for advance diploma programme. total calculas: 2 schooling days! OMG! next monday, BTT!!!! hohoho kecho! okay. loves all. proper update later. |
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title: happy hormones WARNING!
its one of those longer post you see once in a few months. the series of smses kept replaying back in my head. the whole scenario. so i cant help but let my ghurls how used i felt. they were furious; angry furious. tell me about it? who wldnt? but i guess its obvious that i have a soft spot for him. bleah. it sucks that this is happening, utterly weak. so they say, you should treat those who you call ur frens with respect and courtesy. too bad i got none. mayb i dont even fall under the cat of friends. but its nice that you thought of me. bleah. stop it seh shanie. omg, emo! shhh.. shanie... shut up! as you can see how i was emo-ing before the test in the previous post, i desperately depended on food that would help me secrete the happy hormones like chocolate and banana. it worked. i was pretty happy after the test. fcuk. comfort eating yet again. after much tot, i have nothing else to say. back then, it was you say goodbye i say hello. but now, im glad that i say goodbye you say hello. now, ive got someone else to say hello to and theres a definite reply back. ((: get the drift? if you dont, go get urself some english lesson. its a mental note for myself anyway. also, yet another emo one. its frustrating that friends all around are giving their outmost support for me to complete the test. the call, the msn msgs. but wth, i kept wallowing in self pity and let PMS get the better of me? urgh. wat rubbish. nevertheless, thanks all! ((: something to celebrate; TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF MY TEST FOR YEAR2 SEM 2. and NURIMAH'S BIRTHDAY 2MRW! *woohoo* lets party together! it never ends. fcuk PMS. fcuk cash. love. |
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title: skipping class is a norm |
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title: where has the smile gone? ): idknw why but ive been missing you much
now that we've talked, the feelings gone sometimes i wonder if we were to bump into each other would the feelings come back i really wanted it to work out cz the feelings were real but now u made me think twice whatever it is, i wish u well in life your happiness is mine love, shanie |
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title: night cycling alryte! there isnt as much sore now. YAY! (:
pictures time! lets start with the breathtaking views. hee     not even halfway. definitely sleepy!
the bikes that are responsible for the sore butts! the song was too drunk too fuck. but it was different for hisyam. his was something like: too sleepy to smooch
 end point: all sleepy
yay! finally morning! |
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the ridiculously fun waving cheer from our group. LOL. 
title: sweet child of mine |
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title: sore there isnt a better word to describe the night cycling other than SORE.
yahp, SORE SORE SORE! everything.everywhere. they had a longer route this year. great isnt it for the a first timer like me. yeah ryte.. the bum is supersore that im starting to think that i have a tonned butt when we were taking the bridge to get home. did i mention that everythings feeling sore? hee. good thing is, friendships forged and going on strong. (: Singapore night view is just perfect. ouh yar, the cheeseckae and oreo brownie baked by the guys before we leave. thats sweeet ((: Pharmaco UT coming right up. schooling days left: EIGHT! love. 12! |
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title: yet another superb weekend coming up Cuzzie from malaysia just came to Singapore so we decided to have a girls night out. hee =D different age groups coming together, the adulthood, the motherhood, the swinging singles and the young ladies ((: loads of fun from sharing updates on life to ghost stories. haha. personal encounters as well as movies.
time check, 1.15 am. need to sleep soon. work at 9 am followed by movie with the girls, this time, girls afternoon outing. then, im off meeting zee bunch for dinner and night cycling. we've been excited all week! hee. night cycling will take up the whole night, about 8.30 pm to 8.30 am. HAHA. with the hectic plans i have on saturday, dknw if i cld last. LOL. we'll be riding from east coast parkway all the way to esplanade and back to east coast followed by breakfast. one word: splendid. wish me luck to be awake the whole day+night+morning through. people, have a great weekend too. if its not great, just make it the best. as the saying goes, live life to the fullest. ((: love. and wtf, everything pissed me off today. i just cant be bothered anymore. sometimes i wonder why do i stick around still. bleah. |
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title: when the thoughts are all sorted out so i was pretty worried about the advance diploma programme, but alhamdulillah (thank god) spoke to my parents + family about it. we came to a decision with my concern at heart and im happy about it.
i heart family <3 contacts decided to get dry on me and so i settled on specs. thanks ah for those who made fun of me. lol. classmates were shock. yes, i do put on specs. HAHA. funny seh. that cheeky pic. it makes me ROFL and SOCL. YAY! TGIF!! =D random picks, movies to check out: 3. body #19, 27 dresses, micheal clayton. Different genres. i loike! countdown to end of semester: 9 schooling days! person i want to see/talk/lunch with/meet: 1. you. Understanding Tests to complete: 3. pharma & toxic, immuno, mol&cel quote for zee day; some relationships got closer while others drift. good? go figure. love. |
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title: please enough. |
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title: the true blue emo kiddos  Hello Goodbye! Hello Hello. You say goodbye and i say hello HELP! i need somebody. not just anyone. wont you please help me. help me cause im feeling down and help me get my feet on the ground back. Oh yes, wait a minute Mr. Postman. Wait Mister Postman. Please, look and see. If there's a letter in your bag for me. Why's it takin' such a long time, for me to hear from that friend of mine. that somebody to love, somebody new. love love me do. you know i love you. so please love me do. with mucha love, shanie and the beatles ((:  |
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title: the superb weekend! zomfg. i got the most weirderst/frigthening dream ever! no, it wasnt those where it had people dying. it involved me and my earphones listening to music. enojoying music as usual but this time it had a sudden gush of current through my ears and i cldnt let the earphones off my ears. i freaked out bad, shouting for my dad at the top of my lungs. suddenly, i woke up! wah! why does it have to involve my earphones!! i plug in like almost half of my day. sheesh! anyway, i feel now that i dont really have those of quality post. just merely updating on my days. bleah. schools been physically draining. and now, tests coming up. nice. just what i needed. alrytee.. the weekend photos! saturday (:
everyones linked together, but not all together
ginrami! p/s: review on One Missed Call. the movie, blardy stupid and a waste of money. slow, little scary parts. a direct cover of the japanese version. my advice: dont even think of watching it. LOVE! pp/s: a good day starts when you think its not a good day. reverse psychology works well. HAHA |
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title: fromgirlstoguys |
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title: when i thought everything was good first up, wednesday update.
woke up really late, met the bunch for prayers to welcome the new year, got home late, zen batt low, had to charge. too many things going on. disoriented feeling. late night sleep. come thursday. alarm + wake up call, still cannot wake up. dragged myself to the bathroom. late. one bus later then usual. freaking massive jam over the highway. almost standstill. in the bus from 7.40 am to 9.10 am. great isnt it? bleah. was heavily contemplating whether to skip class or not. sms-es here and there. finally in class, time check 9.20 am (class starts at 8.30am btw) met the ghurls for morning hugs (missing shaz's one). they loved my blue dress =D american & toblerone cheesecake <3 frm nessahunny. thank god, class was pretty easy. lovepharmaco (: pochong stories in class, laughed and got my ass scared all at the same time. hehehe frustration.frustration.frustration mind you, i wasnt the only one. i think our girls blog is ready. will launch it 2mrw here on my blog as well as my msn PM (: not forgetting, to all fellow muslims out there, May we be blessed in this new year. Amin when will i see your face again? everyones getting their daily dose. i never got mine in like 4 months? and ouh great, ur graduating in 3 weeks. i have this feeling i wont be seeing you anymore. none. zilch. love eh? |
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title: bleah everytime when applied chemistry II lesson comes, i would be totally clueless. its not that i do not try to understnad, i tried but urgh!!!
thanks for those who helped me cheer up. i did for that moment, only. sorry for those who get a shitty treatment from me. i really dont mean to, just that you happen to be in the way. ouh great, it makes me have a shitty mood and i have a looooong day today. work later at 7pm. |
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title: day 1 of school in 2008 i wrote a whole different entry when i was about to leave school just now but i decided not to post it up. bottomline: i made it through the first day smoothly! YAY! =D
i think i really like my After school/work activities. so this time, after school, the ghurls and i, we hanged out at starbucks, civic centre. talked about first dates, how we wanted our dates to be and so on. so we decided to produce a new blog, for guys from girls which i think would be hillarious cz we already published two entries on paper and video, waiting for the whole blog to be set up and wallaa.. the official launch (cheh cheh!) hahaha. we even thought about our future publications. haha so be sure to catch our blog after the release! (: on the other hand, after sending in that short write up, im starting to have imaginations and hopes, obviously. praying hard for it to happen. okay, one last thing, HAPPY 37TH ANNIVERSARY MAMA & BABA!! 07.01.1971 xoxooxxoxxox   gdnyte loves! |
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title: someone kidnapp me tonight pls! im gonna wallow myself in self pity because i dont get to enjoy some of my newly-gained habits over the holidays just because 2mrw school reopens.
X waking up at 11 plus or later X enjoying morning breakfast X watching how clean is your house followed by martha stewart show X watching Ellen and laughing my ass off X late night movie marathons X feeling bored! YAY! love, shanie |
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title: donuts round up my saturday the ghurls and their company always make me look forward to my saturday, at work.
the afterwork: Donut Factory Cafe, Velocity at Novena. 
got choco? ((: now, doesnt that round up my saturday? |
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title: and when the world changes for you |
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title: the day when i got turned down by everyone |
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title: wat a start to a new year so it was the first day of the new year and i had to go to work, 6pm to 12am. had queue calls constantly coming in till about 8pm and i was pretty bored and tired come 11 pm. so i decided to tune to the radio on one ear and fortunately it had one of my favourite song playing.
//brave yourself! you are about to read my most embarassing moment with a customer after working for about 11 months now.// a call came in, a malay guy, pretty flirtatious over the phone. i wasnt paying attention to his order cz of the song playing. all i wanted was to get off the phone fast with him that i was pretty distracted when the call ended. i thought he would hang up immediately like any other customer but i think he decided to stay on the line. see the thing is we cant hang up on the customer. so anway, without noticing he didnt hang up, i started singing, 'hey hey, you you i dont like your girlfriend' LOL! i seriously didnt notice it. then my colleague started to talk to me, we had a short convo going on *still not noticing he was on the line* i turned to the call master, i remembered saying 'EH?!' aloud. then he said, 'i think you should hang up' and giggled. WTH! I FELT SO PAISEH! i replied, 'erm.. (giggles) alryte ok bbye' shit shit. this is so paiseh. i cant believe he heard me singing. and wth, a bimbotic song! sheesh!malay sumore!! embarassing kebab! on a brighter note, close colleagues were telling me thank god i didnt complain to them about him being flirtatious when he was still on the line. HAHA. that would have been worst! i LOVE today's weather. now, it kinda feels abit like HK! heee. ((: <3 Happy First Day of School to everyone! =D (rp-ians excluded) |
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