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title: grumpy   my lovelies who are ENVIOUS of my heels :D shazbaby gave me a long tight hug and a peck on my cheeck. :D i love you girl! yesterday, lab session ended at 6.30pm. once again, we got ourselves prepared just to break fast anywhere and i meant just anywhere. we bought food at mcd, it was damn packed. we just ate somewhere by the mrt station. at the same time, i feel so relieved that my predictions for the lab results were right. but i won't be touching the graphs any time soon. i remember leaving the school with much at ease cause we were all wishing each other Selamat Hari Raya (: and suddenly all the Hari Raya mood was kicking in. shikin looked damn hot with her newly reborn hair cleopatra look (: im tired =/ love. |
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title: 4 inches heels :D i've been wanting to do some picture post cause i have quite a few events to post on but was caught up with fyp graphs and logbook the whole day! what's more i have pharm legislation and marketing test 2mrw.
haha. another time then. on a happier note, tuesday is a no school day and wednesday, HELLO HARI RAYA! ((: love. |
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title: haha. |
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title: specially for you lokhang thanks for helping me out for pharm chem lesson today
my way of saying more than just thanks; this post is for you! dora the pharmacist says: haha same i feel very :S for ut on fri WONGLOKHANG: says: haha no worries man ahah will get through la ahah dora the pharmacist says: hahhaahahaah WONGLOKHANG: says: who say shanie cannot do well for ut? I DUN BELIEVE haha dora the pharmacist says: HAHA omg thats so nice of u lor WONGLOKHANG: says: not nice of me... is the fact so ya haha dora the pharmacist says: hahahahaha kecho ah you WONGLOKHANG: says: later post blof haha blig* blog* dora the pharmacist says: hahah i wanted but since u mentioned nahhhh WONGLOKHANG: says: haha post lei i wan to read wahaha love. |
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title: kiss. |
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title: nightmare sweating all night and i thought it was just because of the weather. bad news was that, i had a terrible nightmare and by the time i could get some sleep its already 5 am for some sahur. still sweating and i just ate whatever's on the table. truth is, i was still disturbed by it.
it was a continueation of the same dream i had a week ago. i wanted to tell my parents but it was too disgusting to tell. went back to sleep and the dream continued once more. cried myself to sleep and then i got a call from kental who assured me it was just a dream. JUST. went back to sleep with a massive spinning head and by the time i wake up it was 4.30pm. :s i dont want to sleep anymore as im afraid that the same dream would continue im exhausted now. |
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title: back from biennale! look how much sasha attempt to speak malay like how i speak to her in mandrin
just... stop sasha. i dont think you can make it at all. stick to your lovely english alright :p HAHAHAH sasha says: HAHHAA SAME DAMN FUN LA TODAY okok good night shanie! ME GO SLP SELAMAT NIGHT LOVE! CINTA CINTA dora the pharmacist says: HAHAHAAHAH |
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title: biennale |
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title: 600th post! pharmaceutical chemistry is not that bad at all. easier than expected but i think it's still to soon to say anything yet.
anyway, kental, im thankful to have a bestfriend like you. thanks for being there in my ever so depressive, sickly moments and happy ones too. (: Singapore Flyer with family tomorrow. ((: love. |
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title: ramadhan |
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title: university entry university applications are done. some accepted while others got rejected. well, im not talking about my own aplications cause i've not done any yet. first things first, congratulations to Alicia who got accepted in University of Curtin and Germain who would be in University of Queensland. Both in Australia and got Bachelor in Pharmacy(:
many asked why didnt i applied together with them. idknw, at first i thought w my GPA i wouldnt be able to get into pharmacy course at all. but then with those 2 getting accepted, it gave me more motivation and encouragement to be open with my options. as fatimah and i have discussed, the university intakes are in the second week of february and my advance diploma only ends around 29th January. so you see, i wouldnt have sufficient time to prepare. forget about being mentally prepared which i think i would never be able to even till the moment where im about to get my passport checked. im talking about being financially prepared. i still have to go check out the lodgings over there, applications of study loan, air tickets, checking out scholarsips available and what nots. truth is, im afraid to leave my family & friends. im afraid i'd be in culture shock way too long and wont adapt in time to come. im afraid that the modules are wayy difficult for me to handle. i've made my decision. i'll continue checking out the universities available. aim for those with october intake. but if there's none, i'll work as a pharmacy technician till 2010. hopefully, get accepted by a university by then. prolly, see you Alicia and Germaine in 2 years time! (: Insya allah, Amin. I'll plan for the best, the rest i'll leave it up to you Allah (: Love. |
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title: Kuala Lumpur! these pictures are from my holiday trip to KL with my sister during the national day holiday break (: Day 1. it starts with a road journey all the way up. prolly about 4 hours or so in the car!  the road, the greeneries and the sky. i like! my sister's bestfriend cum driver =D haha the very blue and cloudy skies. therapeutic somehow
nothing in particular to show. but i like the trail of lights left by the fast moving car.  the place where we had dinner, Boraombak. a place where the datins hang out. very pretty place, kampung feel.
doing this for hari raya! Day 2. Trip to town!  along Bukit Bintang. this bar actually had an opened granade by the tree during the terrorist season. scary shit.  no, not promoting canon! haha. a shot i took from the car, The Menara KL.  their LRT, nothing different from ours. just abit shorter in length.
the rural and the urban altogether. but sad to say, we felt some supernatural presence. no joke.
Night shopping at Pavillion, Bukit Bintang, KL. prolly the newest shopping centre there. Let's say something like, KL's vivo city.  this is actually a karaoke lounge. very pretty indeed. but they were fully booked!  yes, that lovely sister and me (: haha, she wasnt sitting or anything. that's her actual height. lol
 the arrangement of the escalator caught my eye!
de tour: i had to choose btwn a day in malacca water theme park and planet hollywood KL as they were equally expansive. and i settled for ....
 ahh, and i bumped into Anuar Zain !! time check: 1 am(in case you dknw, he is a msian singer, a very cute one indeed) Day 3: Berjaya TimeSquare (yet another shopping centre)  she wanted to be a rockstar! ROCK ON!
yes, i attempted to sing. so i got hooked on it and did sing for 3 hours long. HAHA
next up, i felt like having durians. and we got someee!! Day 4: Day of departure  
Spectacular (:
 Beryls Chocolate Kingdom Factory. 90 RM worth of chocolates bought. lol. it is actually located somewhat a lane behind our bus station to Spore.  finally, in the bus! they had this gaming/movie watching facility. interesting aye!  i played this, puzzule bobble till stage 40+. it gets boring after some time. i resorted to watching High School Musical 2 and some episodes of Hannah Montana. they had pretty recent movies available. while at Malaysia Custom, my sister's friend just realise that she is holding my sister's passport. they had taken a bus an hour earlier than us. they got a shock of their lives man! both my sis and her friend got through Malaysia Custom with the wrong passports and we met up there thinking that we couldnt take the chance with Singapore Custom knowing that thumb prints have to be done. sheesh man! alright that concludes my holiday trip! idknw how long it took to update this but it cant be compared to the much joy i got from this trip! love. |
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the night view, all pretty with bright lights 
title: isolation recently, ive been bumping into people i know. it could be a hi-bye friend, an ex-colleague or who ever.
in the bus, in the shop, in the lift, mrt or where ever possible. just that recently, ive picked up a habit of not wanting to be noticed at all. i could be standing infront, beside and pretend to not see them at all. well ofcourse, they'd nudge and i'd say hi. i know its not nice to do this. isolation, maybe thats what i want to feel. why? love. |
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title: perfect saturday! i dont care how much of a slob u think i am
i woke up at 2pm and yes 5pm now im still in my PJs under my comforter, just finish watching agnus thong movie. awesome movie! last night's conversation was good. just couldnt get any better! ((: alrytee, im off to meet sasha now. our retreat once again, changi aiport for some popeyes and coffe bean. (: have a good break fast to all muslims out there! loves. |
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title: what now? my life has been too depressed lately. mood just suddenly gets worst the moment i step into my FYP lab. oh nvm about that, since its friday. im just too happy that friday finally came by. i remember telling yati and shikin in anger, oh damn man, everytime when it's monday i get blardy moody. then i just realise, oh we are still in the same week, it's only thursday.
oh oh, this morning started on a bad note. i know it's not good to say this when fasting but i really felt thirsty and my stomach just wouldnt stop growling. thristy prolly cause i was running after 2 buses and walking fast to reach in time for class which btw i was marked as late anyway. dont care. growling part i just dknw why. towards the end of the day in school, jadey came over to my class and called sasha and i for some of our routine photos together. that made my day, like seriously. then walking home with hejing and sasha which we always do, come up with nonesense stories. lol. then the best moments came, meeting my gfs (: we had no photos together but its enough for that few hours together to be kept safe in my heart. lol. had the gang and a few more additions like aeiyuni, khadijah and huda (: and i hugged husainah. oh btw babe, im still sad no chocolate pudding for me. hahaha. lol. simpang bedok was alright. too many flirty guys. this guy wanted to give me my change back and so he said, 'baby, here's your two dollars!' this is just gonna send some chills down my spine when i sleep tonight. such a nightmare. HAHA. it's just some self entertainment cause im too depressed nowadays. love. p/s: yasmin baby take care okay (: |
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title: patient care |
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title: lethargic my breaking fast trend have it's up and down.
monday: in the bus with burger ramlee tuesday: at the bus stop with pau from 711 heading to pasir ris for some arnolds. wednesday: thank god fyp ended early, it's home sweet home. this is just the start of my fyp days during fasting month. it will get worst by the day. heh. as shikin says, may god bless us. lol. mum cooked awesome food today. the menu was spaghetti, gado gado and plenty of malay desserts which we bought at block 900+ tampines =D 10 days down, 20 more to go! (: love. |
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title: Orange  today, i went out to visit my friend's brother in the hospital. Since breaking fast time was drawing nearer, i had hospital canteen food for dinner. it was spicy, i dont like. but i had great company with my girlfriends <3 it was a good evening, with geylang bazaar after that as well. btw, orange tops, unplanned. love. |
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title: Sasha Invades. Hi,
Shanie is too happy to blog now because she's having popeyes!, which also meant, SHE BREAK FAST ALREADY. So, me, Sasha, is being a really nice person to blog for her. :D Shanie wants to tell everyone that, 1. Sasha is the greatest person alive and that she worships Sasha. :D -Okay, she just choked on her food. Like really honestly, choked. 2. Sasha is always nice. 3. My pw is kiwi, her's is apple. SO FUNNY RIGHT. I KNOW. (Shanie wants me to say that) 4. Sasha is always always, really nice. 5. Ultimately, Sasha is nice. - Shanie: Do you want me to puke my food? (weird tone) Okay, we're actually at the airport, terminal 3, viewing mall, listening to rubbish songs, and her, having her rubbish popeyes. Like, you must be wondering why we are eating here. This is because, there weren't any seats at popeyes and we had no choice but to eat here. And that bloody ZOMBIE SHANIE, was so damn nice to say she wanna offer me some of her popeyes, but I just turned and looked at her, thought she would leave some chicken for me to eat and OMG, GONE LOR. NO MORE LOR. WIN ALREADY. SO MUCH FOR OFFERING AH. It's okay, I understand. :) Anyway, shanie wants me to say I love her, which is a bit of a nooo. Too putrid to say that. I'm really apologetic for this whole messy entry, because I've got no idea what I'm typing and OH SU and JADE, WE ARE AT T3, HAVING REALLY NICE FOOD WHILE YOU GUYS ARE AT WISMA FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT. BUT WE STILL LOVE YOU. AND WEI HOW TOO, THOUGH YOU ARE WITH JINGYI NOW. HAHA. OKAY, thats all. :D (Oh no, I just screamed, and shanie got a shock) LOVE YOU LA SHANIE. XOXO (she forced me to type that) SASHA. |
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title: what a way to end the week so i was excited with my new laptop, cldnt wait for it to get configured under the school domain and happily do my stuffs. but i was greeted with a spoilt earphones plug hole (yes of all places right?) after configuring it. i thought it was nothing serious till i made a second visit to the IT helpdesk. he enlightened me on how things can get spoilt even after a day of buying it. ofcourse all i wanted to do was blame them who configured my system and didnt restore it back properly cause for a week now everything worked fine. damn.. not only that, they had to upgrade it from vista home to vista professional which ripped off 1 RAM of my system. URGH!
all that i'm worried about is that i would be asked to pay a certain amount to get it repaired when its not my fault at all to start with. worst still, i have no money at all. that wasnt all, fyp is making me go crazy. i just cant say how much angst i have about it. adding on to it, i have lab sessions everyday after school to rush for my lab results and report writing. came back home, mom was in an agitated mood for god knows what reason. my on going headache just wont give me a chance to breath. eversince school started, i feel that i've drifted with some friends. this wasnt what i pictured it to be cause all i wanted was the opposite . maybe it's just the fasting month restricting me to have lunch meet ups with them. i miss my massively denied gang. sigh. |
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title: patient care so i had my first day. had plenty of malay classmates. i swear i never spoke as much malay as i did in class just now when compared to my whole lifetime. the malay boys just kept talking talking and talking till he thought i was really comfortable talking to him and called me bodoh (stupid) and something else i cant rmmbr. i got pissed and showed my 'minah' side to him and wow, he came to some silence.
hey, just so you know i'm not some girl you can just call bodoh. who knows, u get too comfortable and start calling me some other names. i could be nice if you play nice. it's the fasting month anyway, i dont want some rage to happen, mayb too small an issue to be in a rage. it's okay, prolly its a norm for you to speak that way. but sorry, i dont do such language. thank you. love. oh please, let the headache go away! it's been almost a day now. =/ |
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title: that saturday of mine.  i know i missed electrico's performance on saturday. but im glad i went for yasmin's and diana's guitar performance, being there and giving them moral support. made me feel good. what's more with kental accompanying me. it made my night. and i tot kental looked good. it was a waste there wasnt any photo of us cause we were wearing all formal but in a quirky way! i loike(: haha. wall e movie was such a let down tho i have to say kudoos to the graphics. also, i remembered wishing i could spend more time in the ladies rather than watching the show. thank god it was free. slept over at pasir ris chalet w sis sha and her friend. we decided to have a dvd movie marathon but end up, all of us slept through the first cd. August Rush a good old movie (: woke up in the morning.. ahh sunday rainy morning! continued the second disk, burger king's criossont wich for breakfast and head down to escape with sha. had a fun screaming time. relaxed feeling somehow. (: love. |
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title: diploma |
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